Love, Pain, Blood, and Tears. Nemonica Bars Copyright Nemonica Bars 2012 Published at Smashwords Empty Love Will you be there to say I Do? Like you promised you would. Will you go through? Will you be there when I need you most or am I just swimming in empty hope? Tell me now, I don't want to wait. Are you my love? Or my deadly fate? A Letter of Love Every touch Every kiss Every hug Is all worth it But the tears The sobs And the cuts Bring me pain I love you I love you! Do you love me back? Trying so hard, trying in vain.... You are my everything What am I to you? Can you see my tears? Or am I see-through? Am I a person? Or only a tool? Am I your love? Or only a fool? A fool who fell for the wrong kind of guy... A guy who had all that money could buy... Buy your way into love? Now, that's something new You never really cared That's why we're through My Gifts to You I gave you my heart I gave you my smile I gave you my all Both the sweet and the vile I gave you my soul And the price to pay... You never said you'd just throw it away... I was something to use Not something to love Do you know of my thoughts? When I was looking above? I was thinking of you So special, so kind And then by surprise, you left me behind. Now I see clear You’re a master of disguise I thought it was love When you looked in my eyes But those eyes, once blind They’ve changed quite a bit The flame, once extinguished, has now been re-lit. To Fly I wanna try I wanna fly I wanna fly into the sky I wanna try I wanna die I wanna die trying to fly Up to the roof, I’ll climb so high Just to see if I can fly In case I die, I’ll say goodbye My mother trying not to cry... I'll miss you so, but I must go... This life has nothing else for me My lover dared, he dared to care for someone just as low as me. He jumped for me, and now you see, I’ll follow my true love to be... Save Me Each day I wake, I think of you Each time I think, I cry tears of blue Each time I cry, I say goodbye Thinking I have the guts to try Trying to die, I take this knife, Hoping and wishing to end this life Then I think of you, the time we spend Each day and night...and only then. I realize those days and all those nights are all that’s keeping me from taking my life... Shattered I see you and smile, Your name on my hand It's like an obsession That can never end I think of the past, All the tears I’ve cried The little girl inside me, She runs and hides She's smarter than me, I should have gone too By my heart only tells me "It's time to go through..." "Go through with this love that you can never end." "Because you know to you, he's more than a friend." I know my heart's right; I can't sit and hide... Then I see you with her, and it kills me inside... Leave me Here I wish could tell you Just how I feel I want you to know That my pain is real... I'm not making this up... Never was from the start... But the sadness I feel, It comes from my heart. I'm sorry I love you... But I could never control The love in my heart That waits to be whole... Tell me you don't love me Get it through my head... Kill me with your words... But don't leave me for dead... Among the Roses Among the roses... These tears I cry... I tell myself, That I will not die My life goes on And this I know... But I ask this question Why did you go? I never got to tell you How much I cared I thought memories of you For when I was scared... But now I wish away all my tears Because now that you're gone I've got to face my fears... You thought no one loved you And this was a lie... Because you could've been mine... And never had to die... My Falling Dove Draw a heart in your palm And watch it fade away.... For its ink was once strong But lost its color day by day... This is as close as you can get To knowing how I feel... People say that it'll pass... But this pain is all too real.... I miss you, how else can I say it? How else will you ever hear... The pain I have of losing you... It's turning into fear. My one last chance... It's like a dove Flying with its broken wing But one false move... Just like my love And it could start falling... Glass Hearts Can you forgive me? Or is our love gone? This pain, unintended... It's what I’ve done wrong... I've shattered the hearts Not of one, but of two Thinking of ways To help get us through... If I could go back And fix my mistakes... For I now know how easy A heart is to break A heart made of glass Seems lovely as first Then it breaks in to shards And you see how it hurts...