“Think About It” by a.s. Copyright 2012 by a.s. Cover Art by a.s. Smashwords Edition This book is a compilation of what I felt; when I felt it; I don't apologize for being unique and choosing to influence my perspective. This book is only available as unique interpretation=in-formation available for consideration; only to help anyone-help yourselves! Every word has been carefully/uniquely chosen; if you find my idea's/in-formation elsewhere; know that they originated here! Willful ignorants who do not choose/pursue truth/clarity as their lifestyle are the most dangerous of Any/All consciousness!! I Trust No One. I Trust Myself. I Trust the Truth. *Beware of false prophets/idols who bare the "appearance of benevolence"; truth is manipulated and "looks" are deceiving!* Clarity means everything…a life with-out clarity allows everything you possess to mean absolutely nothing! ~ a.s. ~ Do your own research. Choose and think for yourself. ~ ~ Read at your own risk! ~ Think About It This book is comprised of natural discernment/constant experience/constant research and natural biological common sense. Where does one begin? There's no possible way for me to completely express myself or what I understand in entirety. It's unfeasible. Imagine being born and being able to remember being born? Imagine remembering your own 1st steps and first attempts at speech? Imagine a heightened sense of awareness and an insatiable desire to evolve? Being naturally inquisitive about life/yourself/others? It's not easy being able to see/understand because it is nothing but responsibility; it's constant pressure because I know better. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ I've always been a quiet and very observant person who pays attention; it's just who I am. I can't help but notice and be aware. These feelings that overwhelm my daily experience are so strong that I am unable to reject them, but rather honor them instead. Imagine being a child with extra sensory perception limited within a child's body, feeling trapped by your own wakefulness? Being abused beyond my consent; allowing my natural gifts to remain the tools to "fix" my own problems and hue-manities. I've had to learn to harness and control this clarity rather than allow it to destroy and dominate my life; how to apply myself best. Using the most important tools in life (your eyes and ears) to gather external information to examine and consider its redistribution. The 1st half of my life was a complete disaster only to be granted constant second chances at 1st attempts of experience. This clarity has come at a price to gain its recognition and to maintain and evolve it; restlessness is my defining characteristic. As I continue to accept my own existence, I'm nothing but practicing the use and implementation of my uniqueness everyday. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ After realizing my gift and gauging hue-manities intellect; I've had to play my awareness down in public and in certain company. Ignorance compares age and systemic "title" to intellect with the power to accept/repel you depending on their view of you. You can't show ignorance that you see/understand beyond their grasp; it's a game and sometimes when you lose, you actually win. I've had to learn how to "act" hue-man because I'm overwhelmed and outnumbered by the hue-man specimen/samples of intellect. Everyone expresses their priorities whether directly/indirectly, but no one knows what anyone is observing or understanding… That how I feel within does not match what I experience on a daily basis so I've had to modify myself to meet living requirements. That I can and will never forget where I came from and what I've been through only to have what most do not and that is clarity. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ I remember my dad being very violent at a very young age. I remember very violent physical and mental abuse to the entire family. I remember being terrified of him because his moods were very sudden and very damaging; living on eggshells is exhausting. I remember not having anywhere or anyone to turn to. I had to strengthen my mind to withstand the physical/mental aspects. By never giving up, I now realize that it was necessary only to acquire this gift that I was "earning" by persisting and not quitting. My mom was very strong and shielded us from him as much as she could but it wasn't enough. Being home was simply a war zone. A jungle setting to the point that being at school or out with "friends" was my escape; forcing reconfiguration; molding awareness. How would anyone else understand what was happening to me/us? What could anyone else do? My dad was simply a monster! Through experience I've learned too much to explain, I've seen both sides of the coin at an early age, left to pay the truth forward. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ This limited experience we call life restricts our infinite boundlessness; our maximum efforts crash against controlled boundaries. Ever since I can remember, I've never felt satisfied; constantly wanting more than anything this experience could ever provide. The feeling of being unfulfilled and nothing to quench its thirst; living off of the constant craving; driven to cure the incurable. Feeling alone while expecting the most out of ones self; holding hue-manity to the highest standards of the honest truth. Knowing that what I feel within is the true knowledge that remains externally invisible; yet to be conveyed; yet to be known. Everyday I wake up with understanding and no one to share the depths of it with; only I can savor/appreciate this vastness. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ How do I express myself best? How do I convey every single detail? How do I show the world what lies within my unique mind? How do I possibly encompass everything that I realize; how do I unveil this complex process of complex comprehension completely? Think About It If you think about it, you'll discover that hue-manity is just like cattle; born and bred to serve specific purposes; only to be controlled. If you've ever seen a map of the United States, take a look at all of the unused land, take notice of where the cities are centralized. Notice all of the uncharted space and notice the singular freeways that link from one "state" to another; restricting opportunity. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ The city, everything you need is there for you, work/food/leisure/home… a consumers paradise by design with no reason to leave. Why leave when everything is laid out for you? Why venture beyond the city when convenience is already available to consume? Those in control do not want anyone to "stray" from the herd and those that do are apprehended or "rounded up" and brought back. They don't want you self sufficient; they need you co-dependent; they need your subservience; no control/supply with no demand. I don't know of Any conscious being that strays too far from its food source and as you can see, the states are flooded with just that. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ Envision the map of the states and ask yourself why some much of the land isn't utilized? Why is hue-manity kept within limits? Why are people stacked on top of one another; divided among themselves in "a-part-ments" with too much space to be provided? While golf (gentlemen only ladies forbidden) consumes more than enough space for arrogant greed that could provide for all easily. With money a means to control, those with limited "means" find themselves in affordable area's to live and "prosper" with no choice. As global chaos remains perpetuated; while mass hue-manity remains helpless to those conjuring problem-reaction-solution… This causes tension and frustration; just as cattle being cooped up and smashed together in a pen creates stress/frustration. Remember, those in control "want" upheaval/public uproar; they need every reason to establish control/martial law; they create it! ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ Think about the constant surveillance that hue-manity is under and growing with no end in sight; left to submit to the rule of "law". Law (Land-Air-Water) that is exploited/manipulated by those holding the "steering" wheel; encircling the "herd" to slaughter. It is subservient consciousness that remains the reason this control tightens its grip on this ignorant species to death over and over. It is naïve individuals that remain within 5 sense perceptions that do nothing but influence the ignorance needed to fuel control. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ Think about all that most desire/tangibility; you can't have any of it with-out money and you can't have money with-out "earning" it. As long as the masses remain ignorant, those in control will do nothing but continue to prosper; deplete the "herd" a little at a time. Hue-manity is bombarded from every single angle because those in control cannot rely on chosen submission alone. Convenience/drugs/entertain-ment/work/bills/debt/money/distraction…Everything you can imagine is used against us as weapons. The more you become distracted, you more you aren't thinking clearly or about all the ways they are controlling/distracting you. As mass ignorance continues to obey the puppet govern-ment; the charade continues to decay society every moment left unchecked. As religion/color/race/gender/"title"/social status/sports/media/muse-ic/money keeps ignorance under submissive control. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ The internet/websites/platforms/BBB have been created as nothing but buffers to absorb the public's discomfort/dissatisfaction. As frustrated hue-manity gets more and more aggravated; they vent their discontent online to no avail/solution by design. The "cattle" have been successfully tamed and dominated because hue-manity "refuses" to work together through choice-free will. Those in control understand the variable of intellect that continues to fluctuate and incarnate into this 3rd dimension. Using every means possible to divide and conquer feeble minded individuals that cling together with like minds like a virus. Just as a virus attaches itself to a host eventually destroying both the host and the virus itself; hue-manity+control=death. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ The more you "think" you are free; the more you are truly a slave; if you don't have clarity; you are an obedient animal; nothing more. What more can I say? How much do people understand? How much more needs to be spelled out? What will it take to get it? If you think about it; you don't have to do anything you don't want to; truth and lie both come with a price through choice-free will. If you think about it; hue-manity will never learn as a whole; ignorant hue-manity will continue to maintain the system by design. I stand firm; I stand clear of ignorance; I choose to witness the entire picture; I choose to compose those within the clarity class. Think about it If you stop and think about it; everything makes complete sense only if you allow yourself to accept and be truthful with yourself. If you think about it and learn to compromise your conditioned perceptions of reality; true evolution is truly inevitable for all. Every second of life nothing but new information/influence incessantly established…a constant addition to constantly analyze. How we individually feel within is the true reality; the true "right now" that the external only reflects to us as our life's experience. Our books/words are nothing but old news; previous photographs of verbal information trying to encapsulate "this very moment". Look in the mirror; you aren't seeing yourself; you see a billionth of a second ago; a past reflection; a belated inaccurate replication. Only within each one of us do we experience "right now" because once we employ expressing what we feel, we are now in the past. We will always be in the past, trying to catch up, trying to catch what can't be caught and that is right now; "this very moment". This is precisely why the concept-control is extremely important and the most vital aspect of having clarity because it is the key. Unless you carry clarity, you carry distraction but we all have the capability of acquiring this precious point of view to clearly see. With choice-free will we All "choose" to represent what we will; for too many, it's not that you don't know; it's that you don't want to. Before I woke up, my life was so much easier externally; people were not seen for what they really are; I was blind to the truth. I constantly compared everyone that I experienced to what I felt within and ignorance was clearly displayed at every single turn! As the outside world was going along to get along; deep within, the biggest battle remained yet to be recognized and conquered. The more the external presented nothing but chaotic dysfunction, the more I was forced within to discover the solution all along. From the inside looking out, the world is not what it appears to be and never was because far too many ignore what they really feel. Instead of being honest/truthful with not only themselves, but with everyone/everything, mass individuals create their own disorder. That the solution lies within in us all and that we "choose" to display false or truthful feelings that only influence all others. That our insecurities are preyed upon and evolved on purpose to keep us keeping each other down and controlled by ignorance. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ We've been kept from discovering the true nature of everything only to remain a slave species to the groove of a matrix system. Those in control aren't "superior" beings by the simple fact that we even exist; they can only create to control/restrict subservience. Those in control are Not superior by the fact that I have clarity because you can fool some sometimes but not all, all the time. Their control lies within ignorant means and their failure to keep consciousness under control is impossible through choice-free will. They are Not superior but rather inferior as they too suffer and are slaves from the afflictions of their own Reptilian composition. Only their knowledge/technology is superior as they exploit these neutral entities only to control what will eventually conquer them. They operate within the limits of their capabilities; making themselves vulnerable/discovered by leaving bread crumbs behind. We are all born with specific desires and it is no surprise that we desire specifics only to express our uniqueness in doing so. Unfortunately only those born with the desire to know/see/understand…will; everyone else is left to experience reality checks. It is the responsibility of those who can "see" to never let up, to devote their lives to what so many choose to ignore by design. Not another will ever understand what one with clarity goes through in order to simply exist; to long for rest/peace and "happiness". There is no balance for anyone and there certainly isn't any rest for the wicked or the good; truth doesn't represent/defend itself. If you stop and think about it; this life is so simple, there's no need for complication, no need for struggle to live freely through choice. It is our very own acquiescent nature that we individually cave into that creates/maintains conscious control of hue-manity. Our consciousness is nothing but clay that is shaped by influence/availability by those who supply this reality that we experience. If you aren't strong enough to recognize, you become the product of all that you choose to allow to shape/influence your reality. If you truthfully think about it; we are all just different sized cups with different unique tolerances; creating unique challenges in life. Once a cup is full, its' particular tolerance has been reached, it can no longer withstand anymore because it has exhausted its capacity. Not another knows what your "bag of rocks" weighs; not another understands your unique challenges and tolerances by design. You are never dealt what you can't handle and that's true because our individual tolerances won't allow it, our limits prohibit excess. But someone else's capabilities/tolerances granted with your tolerances/challenges would certainly be a real challenge to experience. Our individual struggles aren't so perplexing to me because we are limited within our unique capabilities; we are our own limits. Our perceptions may be similar but our way of expressing ourselves is completely unique allowing us to be unique individuals. I feel completely safe in my thoughts because I know that no one else could ever articulate my uniqueness in my unique way. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ Control was inevitable from the very start because no one caught on immediately only allowing those in control more control. By the fact that so many aren't born with natural desires to learn leaves mass hue-manity to create mass dysfunction for all. Just because I am hue-man does not mean that we are equals; does not mean we experience the same "realities"; the same truths… To those who are ignorant, now that clarity has been exposed, you are now aware of all that you have been missing with a choice… Just like a book has mastered you until you consume the pages only to master the limited composition; it's a choice to know anything. Pick Any topic you can imagine and we'll break it down honestly/truthfully with common sense to where it stems from - control. Just when I thought I was done writing, I always end up restless trying to pour out what I know will only replenish into a full glass. This book is not finished; just as we are never complete ourselves, a constant work in progress; past attempts to capture right now. ~--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------~ Remember; common sense is a very strict perception of understanding that can be impaired or evolved by choice-free will. Choice and free will is a gift and unfortunately, common sense is not so common. It must be supplied to fill an empty demand. It is a choice of knowing thyself or being known; only you can determine who knows/controls your consciousness best. Be real and be well. ~ a.s.