Dreams of Love and Loneliness By Julia Averbeck Smashwords Edition Copyright June 2011, Julia Averbeck Cover by Julia Averbeck Thank you for downloading this free ebook. You are welcome to share it with your friends. This book may be reproduced, copied and distributed for non-commercial purposes, provided the book remains in its complete original form. Thank you for your support. **** It all starts with a feeling, succeeded by a line and I follow the road wherever it leads me to. **** Only a dream I'm dancing in a dream On a wide green meadow I'm sitting under a tree In a great big wood There comes my prince On his white horse to safe me But then I wake up And it was only a dream **** This bird This bird can't sing This bird does not fly So why is it there? I don't know why **** Home is... Home is Where your heart is And mine is Far away Please bring it Back to me When you return Into my arms Home is Where your heart is And mine is Always with you **** Summer rain I'm dancing in the rain And keep on singing I'm getting wet But that's ok It's so lovely to dance In a warm summer rain **** I’m dreaming I'm dreaming of a journey Far, far away Where my dreams lift me up So I can touch the sky Where nobody is sad And all are glad To be alive Where somebody waits for me And I can be Only myself and nobody else **** I can love I'm not pretty And I'm not rich But I can love you I stay with you Forever and more And love you till the end I hope we go to Heaven as one And stay there for a while **** How? How can you feel alone? In the middle of so many people How can you feel not loved? When you know people who love you How can you cry? When nobody hurt you How can you move on? When you have no reason How can you be sad? When he was only a dream **** Lilac The scent of lilac Drifts over to me And mingles with sunshine In my head It lets me remember The time we had Before you left me Before you were gone **** Tell me It feels like my heart Is broken into two It feels like I'm stranded In the middle of nowhere I don't know where I belong to I don't know where I can find my home Where is my heart? Tell me, where it is Where is my soul? Have you stolen it? Where is my life? Give it back to me How can I find my life? Tell me, how I can find it **** Again I thought you felt it too The energy between us Butterflies in your stomach Your heart beating so fast How could I have been so wrong? You are just staring at me Thinking that I am mad And my world breaks apart You leave me standing in the rain And I cannot believe That I shall be alone Again **** Back to reality I sit in my room And feel so alone But I am not You're sitting right next to me Holding my hand in yours But I don't feel you You're like a ghost A happy memory I hold on to Please touch me Hold me in your arms And bring me back to reality **** In your eyes What is that? That I can see in your eyes? Which feelings Show they? I can't say exactly What it is Is it anger? 'Cause I left you Is it pity? 'Cause I'm sitting here alone Is it hope? 'Cause you see a chance for yourself Maybe I don't want to know it Maybe I don't care anymore I can only look away Hoping you're gone When I open my eyes again **** Pain What is this pain deep in my heart? That is there for such a long time All other feelings are gone There is just this pain And I don't know where I belong anymore Can someone help me? Can someone stop this pain? Why isn't there anyone to help me? Please, tell me where I belong to And stop this pain in my heart **** Don’t say Don't say it doesn't hurt When I want to talk about it Don't tell me that I shouldn't care Don't look at me Like you don't feel anything Don't think that I'm not there for you ‘Cause I am Don't say it doesn't hurt To loose someone you love ‘Cause I nearly lost you **** Wall Sometimes There is a wall in my head And I can't see through I can't break it down And I can't run away But where should I run? I've nowhere to run to And there is this wall in my head **** Game I love you I love you not I love you I love you not... It's just a game for you But not for me You broke my heart in two But it's just a game for you **** Don’t want I don't want to loose you Because I love you I don't want to loose you Because I need you I don't want to loose you Because I would miss you I don't want to loose you Because you are my life **** You gave it back I gave you my love But you gave it back I gave you my heart But you wouldn’t take it I would have given you my soul But I know you wouldn’t hold it So I didn’t gave you anything And you stay alone **** I am all I love you But I can't say these words I need you But I don't want to You're all I have But I want more Why is this life The way it is? Why do I stay with you? Because I am all That you have on earth **** Sometimes Sometimes I can't remember Who I am All things flee from My troubled mind I don't know what To do in this time And only want to cry I'm running away From myself to find My lost memory **** Waiting The days go by The time is flowing But I must stay I've waited so long And nothing happens So why do I wait? Then I see you And I know What I waited for **** I would be happy when you visit my profile on Smashwords: http://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/nenya1985 You can also go to my Facebook page and leave a comment there: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Julia-Averbeck/214370168600262 You can also write me a mail when you like my poems. I would be really happy about it. Put something like poems into the subject field. I will try to check for new mails as often as possible. kostolany244@yahoo.de