The Midnight son - Existence
Book 3 of The midnight Son
Alanah looked into her vampire's eyes and knew he would tell her no more about his existence, and she knew it was an existence not a life. there was nothing she could do to help him, nothing she could say to give him hope. He was in his own personal hell and she could not extract him.
"No matter what we do, when we are apart we are both in hell."