A flash of a past that found the party life more rewarding in the fun had, then life lost. An awakening that saved a life if not from death then blurred doom and regret. Parties are for partying a gathering of laughter not a trap for the reaper. Live long and enjoy yourself, there are many parties to attend. More
If you remember the party then you listened to yourself. Being young at the party stage of your life can make saying no hard. Better to be able to say no then bye. You will thank yourself the black will lighten and you will have another day. I love to party so I keep going to as many as I can. I listen, I laugh and do it again.