Published: May 02, 2011
Words: 53,791 (approximate)
Language: English
ISBN: 9781257658190

Short description

Paradyce, a teenage girl with dreams of freeing herself from the turmoil forced upon her since birth. She is trapped in a world of torture, and the more she tries to run from her past the more the past confronts her and wraps her in a cycle of self-hate. Nothing is paradise in her life and love is nonexistent, so the only way to survive is to succumb to those who sabotage her existence.

Extended description

Paradyce, a teenage girl with dreams of freeing herself from the turmoil forced upon her since birth. She is trapped in a world of torture, and the more she tries to run from her past the more the past confronts her and wraps her in cycles of bewilderment and self-hate. Nothing is paradise in her life and love is nonexistent, so the only way to survive is to succumb to those who manipulate, betray, and sabotage her existence. She is lost and drowning in her nightmare, she does not know how to escape, while images of murder, rape, incest, and entrapment strikes against her soul. She is begging for someone to understand her, to accept her but no one does, not even her mother who accuses her of being a waste of seed. She wants to be more than she is but nothing will produce that mindset more than the death of love itself, which forces her to make a turnaround and confide in her own power. Nothing is, as it seems in a journey set to jealousy, torment, deceit, and defeat, so how can one b.. (Read more) Paradyce, a teenage girl with dreams of freeing herself from the turmoil forced upon her since birth. She is trapped in a world of torture, and the more she tries to run from her past the more the past confronts her and wraps her in cycles of bewilderment and self-hate. Nothing is paradise in her life and love is nonexistent, so the only way to survive is to succumb to those who manipulate, betray, and sabotage her existence. She is lost and drowning in her nightmare, she does not know how to escape, while images of murder, rape, incest, and entrapment strikes against her soul. She is begging for someone to understand her, to accept her but no one does, not even her mother who accuses her of being a waste of seed. She wants to be more than she is but nothing will produce that mindset more than the death of love itself, which forces her to make a turnaround and confide in her own power. Nothing is, as it seems in a journey set to jealousy, torment, deceit, and defeat, so how can one be truly happy when one has never known true happiness?
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Review by: mzkee46 on Aug. 04, 2011 :
Wow! This book was not like I expected it to be.. in a good way! This book involved way more than talking about a girl trying to find herself. It involves real life, it's easy to relate too. The way it is written, is in a way that you almost begin to think you are apart of the story. It's interesting has a bit of everything in it. Drama, love, suspense! Good read anticipating a part too or at least a serious... It left me wanting more. oo and its not too long and not too short. A cute little novel. It also has a couple sex scenes that will make you say whoah! :)
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