Copyright 2011 Gareth Parker
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It’s Saturday the 1st of October. I’m hanging by my neck waiting to die, which isn’t as difficult as I thought it would be. I can feel the pressure on my neck, my heart is racing, my arms and legs start to tingle, my body is doing everything it can to stay alive. My eyes are still open and I see my bedroom door move with my brother Tommy walking in. He runs over to me screaming. Before I know it, I'm lying on the floor gasping for breath and feel the blood flow back into my brain with an intense cold headache.
‘What are you doing?’ Tommy shouted, checking my pulse to make sure I was ok.
‘I’m fed up. I don’t want to live anymore,’ taking deep breaths between each word.