For that reason, and that alone, I dread the day you realize that I am your one flaw. That I alone am the one thing that’s bad about you. It’s because of this that some odd and horribly twisted part of me wishes that she would come around, fall in love with you again…give you the support and desire you so desperately need and deserve. I want this for you because I know that it will make you happy and above all else your happiness is what I want.

I’m going to try to get some rest, and dream of you.

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DISAPPOINTMENT

It is generally known,

that he who expects much will be often disappointed; yet disappointment seldom cures us of expectation,

or has any effect other than that of producing

a moral sentence or peevish exclamation

Samuel Johnson

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Destined to be…Disappointed – Rachel Wall

She wondered if the truth were there in front of her and she was merely struck blind by pride and folly. Was she destined to fade out of his life, like a star no longer of any use to anyone - especially to him? Worse was wondering why she should care so much when the reality of his life was obvious. He wasn’t free to be with her, he wasn’t free to want her and he’d never once made any suggestion otherwise. ‘Stupid, stupid girl’ she said to herself with a sigh.