The Loneliest Happiness
Whence
you have stumbled onto a creeks crossing of tears, water or blood on
this our mother earth as you journey through forests of knowledge and
feel the bite of the thorns of fear upon your thin flesh do you weep
for this? Can you travel without knowledge of your own destiny or do
you walk in a fools shadow with them as they laugh to hide the
crying? The answer cannot be purchased, souls are not bought or sold
on the market of purity, forever earned is the Carpe Diem. Skies
looked upon have been asked every question of Man, of Woman and
certainly of Child to what we serve here, answers that have been
sought through all the millenarian of passing lumen to ray without
answer for, in never for the matter spoken of whether in blood ink or
waters tear for the words carried like a feather or a rock as the
black crow sits in wait on a pole no more here there or under our
souls pillow.
Can a spirit capture itself? It must.
Within us is not the prison we some will feel forever if weakness is
the seizing and strength never drawn save for the single sword, the
doors are locked without keys, the doors are lockless now as we free
the inner being we all want to feel in every sad and moment happier.
You know the inner Phoenix better than anyone can, walk no fools
tread, keep thine own feet dry of blood to waters rain never amounted
to equal if in the cause and effect be the same for this day through
every dawn, not promises for a tomorrow to any soul, never promised
and in faith of cumber or light be the saving of the sanity precious
to the masses and cause for the growing of all things greater
equally.
My blood runs in visions and yet my breath rises
with my chest and falls with my dreams of every yesterday, all to end
in the never, once being in the place of my residence in late, if
ever whence no longer shadowed by these thoughts for benefit purpose
alone and of. Greater things can bring softer cries in darker air
breathed be it for the long as it is to the temporary, like is so
many things we feel, we love, we do, and the emotions will ride in
any vehicle so forever give great thought when it is to pick and
choose, let it be that you are careful who your hearts passengers
will be. Moons and Suns are seen too by eyes that no longer see, by
eyes that look but cannot feel, cast your light in the world you
create and manage your energy well as smiles will never tend fading
as the favor and if the shadow moves when you stop your tread,
caution slowly and know you walk not alone because there is darkness
to refresh all our light, the forewarned is the lesser challenged in
perspective hence.
Silence is not Golden like an inner
Phoenix is and can be for every spirit who believes it is okay to
dream in the daylight hours when kept in management of faculties and
things not suffered, silence is a tool used to create something
better, too often misled and hurt feelings can be warranted and
carried out like the torches of the villagers as they burn their
trolls under bridges built by creaking planks of misunderstanding.
What coat or hat alike does your happiness wear well? Is it on you?
Some will hang their own feelings on a rack in the darkest corner of
their heart, this darkness is fed and travels through your being to
escape and absorb others happiness. Is it in need for you to find
yourself alone, if only for a moment as you crawl deeper within than
you ever have? Be there in yourself for as many visits as it takes
without question and your face will smile with no further effort.