I Need More
Copyright 2011 Mary Chi
Warning: Adult Material…This story contains sexually explicit material. By opening this document and continuing to read, you are stating that you are of legal age to read this story. Every character involved in sexual situations in this story are intended to be 18 years of age or older, whether they are explicitly described as such or not.
I’ve been staring at the clock on the wall, wishing the phone would ring. I’m in bed alone, and you’re back in your wife’s bed. I wish you would stay.
It’s killing me to be attached to a married man. I told myself it was a bad idea, and yet I let my guard down, letting you charm my pants right off. My friends told me it I should stay away from you. There’s too much pain sharing someone you love.
You share your life with her, but you run to my bed when you want passionate sex. It doesn’t have to be this way. You could come here, stay with me, and we could be happy together. I know you say it’s messy, but I’ve been hanging on for too long, and I just don’t know what to do anymore.
I’m so glad you’re finally back here with me. I wish you wouldn’t rush off and leave like that. We need to talk. I look into your eyes, and I want to get lost in them forever. Your kisses are deep and real, and I wonder if you share those same kisses with her. You tell me you don’t have feelings for her that way any more. I don’t know what the truth is or how many lies you’re feeding me anymore. I lie to myself, believing you’ll eventually leave her and spend your life with me.
You’ve told me that it’s over. You’re only there for the kids, and you’re going to do it – finally make the break. You’re just waiting for the right time. It’s never the right time. I’m teetering dangerously between holding on and getting ready to free fall and just let go once and for all. I almost made it last time and you begged me to come back to you. You promised me you were going to do it. You didn’t. I’m a fool for staying, it’s just nobody else makes me feel like you do. I hate you and love you all at the same time.