Bill Rayburn



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Defining piece:

"The Dainty" -- a 12,000 word novella, set in 1969 Detroit: one day in an Irish Pub, and that day is Christmas Eve. The dysfunctional denizens of The Dainty plow through a fierce snowstorm, cocktails, and their personal baggage as Christmas Eve plays out before them.

I am currently at work on a memoIRISH-novel, 'Deadly Dominoes', a haunting, poignant look back on my family's checkered history. The compelling story of a Scots-Irish family whose patriarch brings them (mostly) crashing down, beginning with his one year stay in a Nazi POW camp in WWII in 1943, and culminating in his suicide 36 years later. The prologue, and first four chapters, are written and available upon request.

Many short stories of fiction, and essays on a variety of subjects, are also available.

Currently living in London, England.

Smashwords Interview

You are 53 years old. What has been the best year of your life?
Actually, that is an easy answer: 1998.

I had a little money from an inheritence, I was not in a relationship, I enjoyed my job at a weekly newspaper, and I decided to give a direct nod to my passion for romance and sentimentality and go to Paris, my first trip abroad.

Life was good. I had independence, autonomy (job notwithstanding). It was the perfect time for me to go to Paris.
I finagled a month off and spent the entire month of April in Paris. Turns out the trip was much more of a soul-searching, contemplative journey than a vacation or pleasure trip.

As expected, I fell in love with the city. I had a flat in the 6th Arrondissement, very nicely centered on the Left Bank, and I walked everywhere which is far and away the best method to get a feel for any great city.

Ironically, I did very little writing in Paris. I was moved and inspired by so many things, I felt like every day I was a mirror walking down the street.

I have written some brief accounts and memoirs from that incredible month since, however.
Read more of this interview.


Good Luck
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 700. Language: English. Published: December 28, 2015. Categories: Essay » Author profile
Is luck more perception than reality? Can you make your own luck? What role does Karma play in how Lucky, or unlucky, we are? The author muses on his pursuit of serendipity.
America's Menopause
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 890. Language: English. Published: December 11, 2015. Categories: Essay » Sociology
Thoughts and musings on how and why the 1960s, a decade of upheaval and substance, gave birth to the 1970s...a decade of divorce, cocaine disco and leisure suits.
On The Eve of Destruction: Apprehensive Thoughts in a Tentative World
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 1,140. Language: English. Published: November 23, 2015. Categories: Essay » Author profile
The title is self-explanatory....but it is interesting to note I wrote this on Thursday, November 12, 2015; one day before the latest attacks in Paris, France.
52 Pick-Up: Do We All Start With a Full Deck?
Price: $1.25 USD. Words: 970. Language: English. Published: March 22, 2015. Categories: Essay » Literature
Must we always play the hand we are dealt? Musings on how we begin, and then how we play our hands in the poker game of life. Like in gambling, luck, chance and fate impact heavily in all of our lives.
Why We Love Them: An Homage to the World Champion San Francisco Giants
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 2,140. Language: English. Published: November 3, 2014. Categories: Nonfiction » Sports & outdoor recreation » Baseball
A lifelong fan gets it on the record why the Giants Faithful love this team
La Vie Dansante (The Dancing Life)
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 2,620. Language: English. Published: September 1, 2014. Categories: Essay » Author profile
What makes YOU happy? The author insists that in spite of bad news everywhere, there is plenty to celebrate every single day of your life.
Devil 1, God 0: Final Score?
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 2,020. Language: English. Published: August 27, 2014. Categories: Essay » Literature
The ultimate struggle of good versus evil has been in the hands of God and the Devil since the beginning of time. The battle for the soul of man is intriguing if for no other reason than to acknowledge that the Devil is pro-active while God stands down. Has the Devil won?
The (My?) World is Full of Idiots!!!
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 850. Language: English. Published: August 9, 2014. Categories: Essay » Sociology
A lifelong misanthrope updates his annual rant against flawed humanity, including his own.
Blind Loyalty? Not For Me
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 930. Language: English. Published: July 29, 2014. Categories: Essay » Sociology
Why must we give the soldiers who defend our country automatic hero status? Most men and women who enlist in the US Army do so with multiple motivations, many of them having nothing to do with patriotism. The author wonders why it is considered almost treasonous to not automatically give the armed forces unquestioning support and endorsement.
Soccer in America: World Cup Musings 2014
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 1,340. Language: English. Published: June 29, 2014. Categories: Nonfiction » Sports & outdoor recreation » Football & rugby
Why isn't soccer more popular in America with adult male sports fans? The auther spéculâtes, ruminates, oscillates, fulminates and finally expectorates...or does he headbutt? Bite? Fake an injury????
Black Women: A White Man's Homage
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 810. Language: English. Published: June 23, 2014. Categories: Essay » Sociology
No group or demographic has had to overcome more in America than black women. For every black First Lady in the White House, there are thousands more who have made it. We live in an era where Sisters are, indeed, doin' it for themselves.
(Un)Common Sense on Guns
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 1,450. Language: English. Published: June 23, 2014. Categories: Essay » Sociology
Plowing into the complex, explosive issue of gun control armed only with pragmatism and common sense (and a couple controversial suggestions). Can the author come out unscathed? Kevlar vests are recommended at this round table discussion.
In Defense of a Drinking Life
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 790. Language: English. Published: June 22, 2014. Categories: Nonfiction » Philosophy » Aesthetics
The damage caused by abusing alcohol is unassailable and well-documented. The author posits a counter-balancing viewpoint, saluting the celebratory aspect of drinking, its role as a social lubricant, and how one can live, love and indeed thrive, while drinking it all in.
POTUS: Legacy Time - The Final Two Years
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 3,720. Language: English. Published: May 26, 2014. Categories: Fiction » Alternative history
The latest entry from the fictional diary President Barack Obama has been keeping. (2750 words)
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 1,560. Language: English. Published: May 10, 2014. Categories: Essay » Author profile
What’s the worst part about growing old? Is it the emotional toll or the physical toll, or the mind-numbing combination of the two? The author muses about the inherent unfairness of growing old and then dying.
Gay vs. Black: A Conversation
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 1,450. Language: English. Published: May 7, 2014. Categories: Fiction » Cultural & ethnic themes » Asian American
A fictional, civilized discussion trying to make sense of prejudice, racism and homophobia. Blacks and gays fight separate battles, but with some similarities and one very different characteristic that makes their respective struggles unique.
Knockin' On Heaven's Door
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 820. Language: English. Published: April 26, 2014. Categories: Essay » Author profile
What if you could choose what happens to you after you die? Heaven, right? The consensus pick for all of mankind. But what about atheists? The choices become murkier. The author mulls over the relative merits, and drawbacks, of both reincarnation and the much bleaker prospect of death being simply, the end.
Price: $3.00 USD. Words: 1,590. Language: English. Published: April 21, 2014. Categories: Essay » Author profile
The author contemplates his navel, faces some serious self-critiquing, and assesses where he has been, his current position, and where he needs to go. Islands of serenity dot all of our personal seas, but how long do they stay above water?
Cry Me a River
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 810. Language: English. Published: April 17, 2014. Categories: Essay » Author profile
When I view the best that the human spirit has to offer, it usually brings me to tears. This, I believe, is a good thing. Genuine kindness and examples of real empathy move me emotionally. As a seasoned cynic and skeptic and a non-believer in God or religion, I remain steadfastly attracted to human kindness, no matter how increasingly rare it may be.
Essays From a Man in Flux: Agonizing Over What it All Means
Price: $3.00 USD. Words: 6,530. Language: English. Published: April 14, 2014. Categories: Essay » Author profile, Nonfiction » Philosophy » Aesthetics
A new collection (with a couple of oldies) of angst-driven existential wanderings. An ongoing project, not unlike life itself, in search of answers while knowing full well that most of them will remain out of reach. But as with being alive…..the goal is the journey. I will keep evolving until I die. Then, all bets are off.
Snow, Rain and a Little Girl Flying
Price: $1.25 USD. Words: 6,380. Language: English. Published: January 16, 2014. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
A girl bounces through a rocky 11th year of her life, seeking succor and support from a mentor next door. Set in London.
The Iron Duke
Price: $1.99 USD. Words: 3,410. Language: English. Published: December 27, 2013. Categories: Nonfiction » Parenting » Childhood psychology
A man considers the merits and the fatal flaws of the current modes of child rearing while at the same time mulling over his own upbringing and what went right and what went wrong. His father determined much of what he was as a boy, and after his death, the control over the world his son created only diminished somewhat. 3300 words. Non-Fiction.
The Power of His Love
Price: $1.99 USD. Words: 3,190. Language: English. Published: December 6, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Women's Erotica
Sandy and Ricky and then Derrick explore the depths of love and just good old sex...
Cocktail Hour Conversations: MemoIRISH Reflections
Price: $4.00 USD. Words: 50,110. Language: English. Published: November 4, 2013. Categories: Essay » Literature
Non-fiction Collection of Essays, Wramblings, Tirades, Rants, Hip Shots And the Occasional Thoughtful Reflection 200 pages. 50,000 words. All Stories written by Bill Rayburn MemoIRISH Recollections
Mixed Cocktails: A Meeting of Minds
Price: $3.00 USD. Words: 19,710. Language: English. Published: November 3, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
Six famous Americans pair off for a night of drinks, finger food, sentimentality, caustic humor and reminiscing. Robert Redford & Paul Newman Spenser & McGee (MacDonald & Parker) Obama & George W. Bush Over cocktails and appetizers, in a conversational world without limits, what would they have said? *T
London Dispatch
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 2,590. Language: English. Published: October 4, 2013. Categories: Nonfiction » Travel » Essays & Travelogues
An expatrioted Californian shares his views, thoughts, observations and honest opinions about London and the Brtitish culture and citizenry, after living the past year in London.
A Plaque On a Park Bench
Price: $2.00 USD. Words: 1,260. Language: English. Published: September 13, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
Enclosed is a short story titled “A Plaque on a Park Bench” (approx. 1250 words). A man walking in a north London park discovers a plaque affixed to a park bench that reveals much more than any plaque he’d ever noticed before. He sits to contemplate.
Price: $1.00 USD. Words: 15,430. Language: English. Published: April 25, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Romance » Contemporary
Enclosed is a short story titled “Rescued” (approx. 15,500 words). Liz has led an independent, autonomous life spanning both coasts of America. In her 40s, she still harbors hope for lasting love and a soul mate. The events of September 11, 2001 provide the backdrop to this story where patience is eventually rewarded.
Barack Obama & George W. Bush Spend an Evening in the Oval Office
You set the price! Words: 6,780. Language: English. Published: March 27, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
The current and former presidents, ideological opposites, spend an evening together, where Bush reveals more than he ever did while in office. The president plays the role of barister and elicits historic testimony and honesty from his former foe.
Where Is the Love?
Price: $2.00 USD. Words: 4,820. Language: English. Published: March 21, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary, Fiction » Biographical
Two brothers, lifelong combatants who have nonetheless forged ahead with their relationship, come to some kind of understanding while travelling along Scotland's North Sea.
Short Story Collection: Fiction Volume 2
Price: $4.99 USD. Words: 66,190. Language: English. Published: March 11, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
Collection of short stories about a variety of topics. Some humor, psychology, love stories. Tales of relationships. A very good read.
Scraping the Ice Off of Life: Bryce and Alexandra Share the Train
Price: $2.00 USD. Words: 7,800. Language: English. Published: March 5, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
A chance meeting on a morning commute brings two neighbors together in a way they never thought possible. Things spiral from there. And I do mean spiral.
An IQ and an Alcove
Price: $1.99 USD. Words: 5,150. Language: English. Published: March 4, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
A brilliant man loses everything and from the streets of Greenwich Village, trys to recall it all and figure out why.
Watching the Sand Fall: As Time Goes By
Price: Free! Words: 1,060. Language: English. Published: March 3, 2013. Categories: Essay » Author profile
As we grow older, we tend to watch more closely as our lives seep away. Do people look forward to a day of reckoning on their deathbed?
Beaten to the Punch
Price: $2.00 USD. Words: 990. Language: English. Published: February 26, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
Two friends, after a very ignominious beginning, drink their way through life. (some dark themes)
The Cacophony of the Dead
Price: $1.99 USD. Words: 1,080. Language: English. Published: February 8, 2013. Categories: Essay » Author profile
Do the deceased ever lose their voice? Voices from the grave can be as real as any other.
A Candy-Coated World
Price: $1.99 USD. Words: 2,380. Language: English. Published: January 24, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Romance » Contemporary
A man walks his dog through a snowstorm and ruminates about his love life, and his dog's potential for romance.
In My Mind's Eye, I Have Died
Price: $2.00 USD. Words: 560. Language: English. Published: January 13, 2013. Categories: Essay » Author profile
Having never died in dream in his life, the author is stunned when it finally happens.
Growing Old
Price: $2.99 USD. Words: 6,500. Language: English. Published: January 11, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
A man approaches his 80th birthday feeling useless, unworthy and unproductive. An afternoon spent overlooking the Pacific Ocean and sipping martinis with his son, puts his life back in perspective.
God and The Devil Get Drunk
You set the price! Words: 2,470. Language: English. Published: January 11, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Fantasy » Short stories
A famous Irish Pub in New York is home to the first ever face-to-face meeting between the two adversaries.
Wide Awake On the Way Down
Price: $2.00 USD. Words: 2,900. Language: English. Published: January 2, 2013. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
A Polish immigrant in Brooklyn approaches his 40th birthday mired in a mind-numbing depression.
Green Taxi From Oakland
Price: $1.99 USD. Words: 11,200. Language: English. Published: December 30, 2012. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
A practical joke between good friends, played out across the pond, ends with tragic circumstances in north London.
Limited Range
Price: $1.50 USD. Words: 440. Language: English. Published: December 13, 2012. Categories: Essay » Author profile
An open mind is like the Autobahn, a closed mind is a speed bump. Take a gander at the polar opposites of some of your passions and favorite people. You might be surprised.
From Depression to Isolation
Price: $1.50 USD. Words: 760. Language: English. Published: December 13, 2012. Categories: Essay » Author profile
Ruminations on why some people can ask for help and others simply retreat.
Crash Test Dummies
Price: $1.50 USD. Words: 860. Language: English. Published: December 13, 2012. Categories: Essay » Sociology
A seemingly trivial placing of a baseball cap on a car aerial leads to some very bizarre behavior.
A Collection of Short Stories: Fiction Volume 1
Price: $9.99 USD. Words: 87,160. Language: English. Published: December 2, 2012. Categories: Fiction » Literary collections » American / General
A collection of 23 short stories (approx. 85,000 words), probing a wide variety of topics such as death and suicide, adult humor, some dark psychological issues, resiliency of the soul, love and the loss of same, golf, and my latest effort since I've moved across the pond from America to London. The stgories range in length from approximatesly 1000 words to 12,000. Hope you enjoy.
Dingy Ways to Die
Price: Free! Words: 1,780. Language: English. Published: December 1, 2012. Categories: Fiction » Humor & comedy » Black comedy
Friends in a pub play their favorite bar game. When a stranger asks to join, things get even more interesting.
Winter in Montana
Price: $1.50 USD. Words: 1,530. Language: English. Published: December 1, 2012. Categories: Fiction » Romance » Short stories
A writer laments the loss of the love of his life, but continues to endure the Montana winter and write well.
A Small Cabin in Wyoming
Price: $1.99 USD. Words: 2,240. Language: English. Published: December 1, 2012. Categories: Fiction » Literature » Literary
A 36 year-old-writer, troubled and alone, spends a morning with a brand new friend while their dogs also bond.
Point Blank
Price: $1.50 USD. Words: 920. Language: English. Published: December 1, 2012. Categories: Essay » Author profile
Human toughness is almost impossible to quantify. It is wired into our DNA and is as unique as our fingerprint. How resilient are we?
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