Hildred Billings is a Japanese and Religious Studies scholar who has spent her entire life knowing she would write for a living someday. She has lived in Japan a total of three times in three different locations, from the heights of the Japanese alps to the hectic Tokyo suburbs, with a life in Shikoku somewhere in there too. When she’s not writing, however, she spends most of her time talking about Asian pop music, cats, and bad 80’s fantasy movies with anyone who will listen…or not.
Her writing centers around themes of redemption, sexuality, and death, sometimes all at once. Although she enjoys writing in the genre of fantasy the most, she strives to show as much reality as possible through her characters and situations, since she’s a furious realist herself.
Currently, Hildred lives in Oregon with her cat, with dreams of maybe having another human around someday.
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"Furin." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Aiko has only ever had one major crush in her life - Haruka, the woman who once stole spouse Reina's heart. Unable to explain her desires for the tomboy, Aiko embraces it when she is paired with Haruka at a key party. But how will she convince the Haruka that there is nothing "furin," or adulterous, about their union?All of Aiko's years of life in the swinging world will change one couple forever!
"Yarikon." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Over a year since Reina and Aiko last attended a "yarikon," or a key party. It gives Reina the chance to meet new women for some extra-marital fun. However, fate finds ways to ruin her night by pairing her with one of the only women she swore she would never think of in that way! It's Reina's conscience versus her fantasies, and as her wife Aiko knows, that always leads to a night to remember!
"Chinseki." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
After watching her girlfriend seduce a stranger, Reina finds herself in the same stranger's hotel room. Girlfriend Aiko and her friend seem ready to go again, but there's one thing holding Reina back: this third wheel is too masculine. Will Reina let go of her insecurities and have a good time, or will her new friend's request for "chinseki," or "sleeping together," be too much for her to handle?
"Nanpakai." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
As a present, Aiko's girlfriend Reina takes her to the lesbian nightclub in town that has a dirty little secret - it's actually a "nanpakai," or a place for picking up women for some quick, fun centered around exhibitionism. With the mission to become a seductress, Aiko sets her sights on an out-of-towner. Will their encounter be the envy of all watching, or is Aiko not meant to be a nanpa?
"Umiiro." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Basking on an Okinawan beach isn't enough for Aiko, who thinks there should be more to do on her getaway with girlfriend Reina. But Reina's idea of fun is not exactly family friendly - she'd rather participate in the art of "umiiro," or the naughty things that can happen on an open beach beneath the stars. Aiko won't be convinced, however, until she feels properly groomed for the occasion!
"Jihaku." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
A crowd awaits Reina and Aiko at a cafe, where the "Couples' Quiz Show" is going on. Reina has only agreed to do it because she knows her wife wants the prize: a romantic getaway for two. What she didn't know, however, was that the opposing team would be the one couple she never wanted to go up against. Will Reina give the "jihaku," or confession, of her life or not? Either way, she can't win.
"Tokori." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
After traveling and spending half her life savings, Aiko is about to marry Reina, the woman she has loved for twenty years. The dress is perfect, the day sunny, and Reina showed up, but there's one thing clawing at Aiko's nerves - the "tokoiri," or consummation of their marriage that is to come that night. From the nuptials to the banter, this "tokoiri" may fray Aiko's nerves yet!
"Daite." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
(5.00 from 2 reviews)
Jun has spent most of her life balancing her unfulfilled love life with her endless quest to be named heir to the Nippon Royal business empire, as is her birthright. But when she’s suddenly transferred to manage a hotel in Nagoya, she must restart life all over again: beginning with a mysterious young wanderer with a habit of disappearing after every encounter!
"Aitai." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Used to living on her own schedule, professional wanderer Saya finds herself with a girlfriend who would like to see her more than three times a year. While Saya wants to be dedicated to Jun, she first has to take care of some business: namely the divorce she’s been seeking for ten years.
"Shimoneta." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Roped into teaching a "Lesbian Talk" seminar, Reina is convinced it's going to bomb - even though she is the most experienced woman for the job. Just as she's getting used to the idea, however, her nightmare arrives: her wife, Aiko, coming to taunt her with everything she keeps beneath her clothing.
"Koibumi." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Just as Reina is making headway with her gender dysphoria, Aiko is on the verge of her own mid-life crisis: she’s now convinced that only a baby can complete her life. And with a handsome, intelligent man waltzing toward her, will she begin to rethink the whole “lesbian” thing as well? Not if she listens to all the ghosts of her past cropping up like weeds.
"Kataomoi." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Moving in together was supposed to be a dream come true for Aiko, but Reina’s race to a promotion at work is cutting into their personal time. Can Aiko make new friends to fill the void of her new life as a housewife? Ex-girlfriends, dramatic coming outs, and all-female musicals are the only things standing in her way.
"Seikou." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
Three months of wedded bliss later, Reina is on the verge of her biggest breakdown yet. Between her gender dysphoria, lonely boss, hostile in-laws, and a young couple in constant need of her “help,” Reina’s about to drag her wife Aiko down their darkest hole yet.
"Rouman." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
(4.00 from 1 review)
On the eve of their wedding, Aiko discovers her girlfriend Reina has some second thoughts about marriage, life, and aging. Even after twenty years together, Reina still doesn't know what she wants from her relationship - can Aiko remind her about the "Rouman", or romance, that they've cultivated and shared over the years? It's probably going to take all night.
"Daisuki." (Lesbian Erotic Romance)
(4.00 from 1 review)
Two Japanese women attempt to balance their relationship with their society's rigid gender roles, polyamorous relations, and the inability to say "I love you." Adult romance.
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