“To fantasize is human. And sexual fantasies are called to mind when humans want to be sexually aroused. They are the interior movies we summon when we want to turn ourselves on. As far as we know, everyone has some experience with sexual fantasy. And, for some people what they imagine can be very extreme indeed.
I began to write adult fiction stories in 2002, mostly for my own amusement. I self-published a few tales on BDSM websites and that’s when I made a strange and fascinating discovery. My writing struck a nerve with a number of readers and I began to receive emails. These notes came from all over the world – from men, women and couples.
The correspondence followed a pattern. They gave me compliments on my writing and insights, but then told me what resonated with them. Perhaps feeling I was in some way a kindred spirit, they would tell me their fantasies. I discovered that the anonymity of the Web encouraged these strangers to reveal their deepest, darkest sexual ideas to me. In many cases a dialogue began. And many of these people wanted me to put their fantasies on paper as erotic ebooks.
When I wrote back, a tenuous bond was forged and before I knew it, I had tapped into a wellspring of unbelievably strange, erotic material. I consider myself broadminded and wasn’t turned off by what they shared with me. In fact, I was fascinated and even somewhat honored. It seems like many of them were waiting for someone to ask them about themselves and they just poured out their deepest, darkest dreams to me.
And there wasn’t a difference in what men or women were turned on by, as I saw it. Both were equally imaginative and brave in their fantasies. My stories seemed to attract male and female readers who found non-consensual sex, humiliation, incest, punishment scenarios and even bestiality appealing. They were aroused by stories because the brain is the primary sex organ. Since quite of bit of dirty adult stories isn’t created by storytellers, it often doesn’t compel. Their fantasies were often riveting. The tales they shared often involved characters, (with them as the “star”) adversaries, a theme and a story arc. Their private fantasies had the capacity to generate powerful emotions. I was drawn into their universe and, as I wrote, these private fantasies came to life on the page.
My correspondents were from all walks of life and varied circumstances. They were young and old, female and male. There was a tenured college professor, a librarian at a famous university and a nurse in New Zealand. One loving and brave couple in the United Kingdom chronicled their attempts to live out many of the cuckold and BDSM scenarios they wanted me to write. One middle-aged woman in Atlanta introduced me to a group of like-minded adventurers who regularly meet to experience extreme BSDM sex fun. In some cases, these individuals had never shared their fantasies with another living soul. I believe they find some sense of relief when they can share them with someone else.
Many were just working people who discovered their lives didn’t permit them all the expression they craved. And an adult fiction story was a perfectly safe and sane way to deal with their feelings. I was surprised to discover how extreme many of their fantasies were. These are people who I believe you and I meet every day, yet they had no qualms about expressing fantasies which included sex practices that could get them arrested in many locales. IMHO, it revealed a depth of sexuality that is by and large unknown to the general public and only studied and understood by a small cadre of sex researchers.
PRIVATE BDSM FANTASIES
Each correspondent provided a different basis on which we “collaborated”. Some just wrote down bullet point scenarios and scenes that excited them. Some sketched out adversaries and locales; and most had very specific sex acts that inflamed their consciousness. One day, I decided to publish these fantasies in erotic ebooks form. This is how Private BDSM Fantasies was born.
The erotic daydreams chronicled therein are painfully personal and in many cases, very arousing. It has been said by many that you really don’t know a person sexually until you have some idea of their sex fantasies because they do reveal some inner, hidden, ideal sense of how that person wants to express their sexuality. And yet, with that said, knowing a person’s fantasies doesn’t mean they should be taken literally or that the person in question would actually want to experience these fantasies. Most of my correspondents have no desire to live out their fantasies. (But some do!)
The real value of sex fantasies may be as a release mechanism similar to dreams and sleep in maintaining mental health. But please be clear that the novellas and novels of Private Sex Fantasies are not clinical studies. I have no credentials, nor intent, to present a scientific study of this aspect of human sexuality. Rather, I’m a writer and know a good tale when I hear it. And, I believe there is value in being able to see how others deal with the complexity of their sexual feelings. The byproducts, the personal sex fantasies of real people, are eminently erotic in my opinion. I have selected those elements from my correspondent’s narrative to present an artistic representation of their inner sexual reality. You may learn something by reading them; and you may be shocked, but most likely you will be fascinated and probably aroused. I’ve also added new stories in the Erotic Novelette Series and novellas in the Hard Core Novella Series. So, relax and enjoy my rough tales.” – Leslie Parma
P.S. Write and tell me your fantasies, and you may see your dreams in eBook form.
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God Forgive Me
An African-American businesswoman, Taylor is engaged and eager to get married and start a family, but the demons in her psyche won’t let her go. What she fantasizes about is being punished and sexually humiliated by whites. Her fiancé’s father is a rich racist who thinks Taylor isn’t good enough for his son. And when he begins to blackmail her, she enters a nightmare world of sexual abuse.
The military junta kidnapped suspected dissidents and brought them in for “questioning.” Maribel was tabbed a subversive. Brought in for interrogation, she was questioned in front of her father. When she resisted, she was subjected to torture. WARNING: Novella features graphic sex, abuse, humiliation and explicit language. All characters are 18 years of age or older.
Coed's BDSM Education
Roxanne, taught guilt by her mother, was now a freshman at the University; and still getting in touch with her sexual identity. And that made her a target for grad student Phil LaSalle, who took her in hand to discipline and sexually exploit her. Roxanne was also dominated by her roommate, Vantrice Johnson, who took control of her too.
Couple's BDSM Story
A British couple, Emily and Elliot, tell the story of how their BDSM lifestyle grew over the course of twenty years which included being befriended by an older dominant and his assistant and a trip to a BDSM camp in the USA where they encounter some of the most intense experiences of their life, along with a Chinese-American couple.
Your Rent is Overdue!
In 1994, a young married couple, Jeff and Heidi, can’t pay their rent. Their landlord charges interest but its Heidi who has to pay. He soon comes to dominate her thoroughly and she is turned into a degraded sex slave. Jeff is twisted into a cuckold. When the landlord hires Jeff to work for him and puts his office manager, Helen, in charge, hubby comes to understand the term, "submissive" too.
Trail of Torment
In 1873, Orville and Martha wanted to start a new life in the West. They joined a wagon train in St. Joseph, Missouri, but the trail boss appropriated Martha as his sex slave since they couldn’t pay the full fare. On the trail, Martha ran afoul of the rules and was given a whipping. On the last leg of their trek, the couple were captured by Pawnee Indians to suffer fiendish abuse and torture.
Impregnated by Blacks
In the capital city of an African nation, Noel was caught breaking the law. Ibori, the prosecutor in charge, gave him an out: pay a bribe but it also included the use of his wife. It was a deal that he and his wife, Sharon, came to regret when she became pregnant. A modern story of cuckolding, interracial exploitation, compromise and forced breeding.
Captives of the Black Pirate
A Spanish noblewoman and her young daughter, on board a Spanish galleon in 1716, are boarded and captured by the infamous Black Pirate. A former slave, Black Caesar was notorious for his treatment of women. Mother and daughter are stripped, whipped and raped on board the pirate's ship, the Black Swan. But it is when they are brought to the pirate’s hideout that the real depravities began...
Woman Marine Harassed
Lance Corporal Ella Foster, assigned to an infantry unit, had trouble keeping up. Her squad leaders began to give her “special training” to toughen her. But forced exercise and stress positions soon got old and the two male marines began to abuse Foster sexually; things went downhill from there. Soon Foster was being treated to the same “techniques” used at Abu Ghraib and by the Taliban.
American businesswoman Beth Verdon went to meet her rival Guo Hu in Beijing. Guo hated Beth and framed her. Beth was imprisoned, assigned to the “Dairy” where Chinese scientists and doctors turned her into a human cow providing milk for rich Chinese perverts and restaurants catering to the wealthy. A strange tale set in the future featuring forced lactation, quotas, discipline and sexual abuse.
Sophia, a student, had been recruited by her country’s intelligence agency. After a year, she was captured and submitted to interrogation. The Chief Interrogator wanted the names of other agents. She refused and was tortured. When she resisted, she was gang raped and sodomized. Still refusing to cooperate, the Interrogator called on "Herr Doctor” to subject her to the most intense "procedures."
Trevor Russell found himself ‘detained’ in the year 2026 in the new country of Zelonda and ended up in a concentration camp. Baas Uba, a criminal and sexual sadist, was the Camp Director. Discovering that Trevor had a beautiful daughter and an attractive wife, Uba decided to breed them and do it in front of poor Trevor. A cruel tale of forced interracial sex, imposed incest and cuckolding.
Five girls pledge Delta Alpha Theta. Karen and Nicole are real beauties, Kate has a secret, Claire is a jock and Emma is a sweet pumpkin. They get four weeks of hell including paddling, wedgies, exhibitions, humiliating stunts, a fellatio/bukkake session, Kegel balls, catheters and mentholated cream on their girl parts. But, two fall in love with their mentors to begin a hot sexual relationship.
Tokyo BDSM Slut
Fumiko is a strongly sexed married woman haunted by her dreams of submission. But she enters a new world when Tanaka, her husband’s boss, rapes her to begin a dominant/submissive relationship. Soon, Fumiko joins Tanaka’s two other slaves, young Miki and matronly Yoshi, as they are trained with bondage, whippings, gang-bangs, Bukkake and bestiality with their husbands forced to watch as cuckolds.
Taken by the Taliban
Kelly Lorne is an American political reporter covering the world’s hot spots from Egypt and Syria to Afghanistan. Suspect for being a CIA puppet, Kelly bravely flies to investigate the Pakistani Taliban in Karachi. But she’s captured by Khalid Khan, the local warlord, tortured to admit her connections and sexually abused in fiendish ways, before being auctioned off to the highest bidder.
Angela is a young, ambitious, beautiful, black FBI agent who volunteers to join an investigation into a white supremacist group as the ‘bait’. But the plan blows up in her face and the group’s leader turns her into a sex tape performer, including a DVD involving bestiality. The worst part: she becomes shamefully aroused by what they do to her. A tale of ambition gone wrong.
Teen Boy's Submission
Winston, a Taiwanese-American teen, is a freshman in the school of engineering; and still working out his sexual identity. And that makes him a target for Professor Conrad who takes the boy in hand to discipline and sexually exploit him. Winston is also dominated by the school nurse, Amada Rafferty. In addition to math and physics, submission becomes Winston’s most important subject.
Anya's Capture and Breeding
It’s 2202 and body modification, genetic engineering and travel throughout the solar system have changed humans. The political rebellion of a human sub-species on Jupiter’s moon Europa brings Anya, a pilot for the Alliance, into the war. Then, she’s captured, interrogated, tortured and raped. But her ultimate fate is to become an ‘incubator’. A breeding tale set in the distant future.
Krissie’s curious about kinky sex, but her a hunky new boyfriend, Brad, isn’t. Then, one night their car breaks down and an older man, Howard, comes to their assistance. He’s head of a BDSM club and soon Krissie is being introduced to the whip, forced sex, toilet training and bestiality. Krissie is sucked in and soon, so is Brad. With coaching Brad learns how to become Krissie's dominant.
African Revenge 2
By 2027,“re-education” camps had been established in Zamonda and the country's whites fled. The few white girls in the National Service Corps were prime targets for young black men. It was said that if you were a white girl and went into the National Service, you’d soon be pregnant. Amelia, young, 18, white and sweet, soon discovers what it means to be a second class citizen in the New Zamonda.
In Argentina in 1978, Mia Rossi, a college girl,finds man’s best friend is her worst enemy when she is kidnapped by the secret police forces of the Junta and brought to a torture centre for interrogation. A political, historic tale of torment and betrayal.
Tally Man's Punishment
In London, back in 1962, poor working class married women, to get by, often borrowed from the “tally man”, the loan shark of the time. When Sarah couldn’t make a payment, her tally man, Mr. Bailey, told her she was a 'naughty girl' and punished her by making her strip, pinched her nipples, slapped her breasts, paddled her arse and then took his pleasure with her. Based on a true story...
Arrested For Drugs
Anita needed money following her divorce. A girlfriend recruits her to be a ‘mule’ carrying drugs over the Mexican border. Anita gets caught and convicted. Sent to a notorious prison in Mexico, she is abused by female and male guards and ‘volunteered’ for experiments testing sex machines and interrogation devices. A modern tale of crime and punishment.
The Consul's Wife
Charlotte, the beautiful young wife of the Vice-Consul, had insulted the Rajah’s son. In 1938 India this created a political crisis. The British agreed that, to placate the Indians, Charlotte would be dealt with by the locals. Sentenced to a public paddling and 30 days incarceration, she came under the thumb of Murugan, a cruel policeman who subjects her to further punishment and sexual abuse.
Zamondan Customs Nightmare
Alan and Charlotte flew from London to visit friends in Zamonda. They unfortunately brought a vibrator and porn DVDs with them—which are illegal in Zamonda. Stopped in Customs by Senior Officer Okoye, they face charges or deportation. Okoye offers them an out: Charlotte can ‘entertain’ Okoye and a few guards. The couple accepts but it's worse than expected. A juicy tale set in the future...
the Mullah's Vengeance
Susan, an Army corporal, is captured in Afghanistan by soldiers of the Taliban to please an old mullah in retaliation for US military actions. The soldiers and an older woman, Nasrullah, torture the young woman until she breaks and complies with their increasingly depraved sexual demands which include every sex act. The nightmare continues and then she is auctioned off as a slave.
Professor Tom Maguire took delivery at the Botany Lab of a strange new plant from New Guinea. His theory was that the plant ‘cooperated’ with female mammals to reproduce. He recruits a young Asian intern, Grace, and she becomes part of the experiment as the plant mates with her, makes her orgasm repeatedly and impregnates her. Later, she delivers and is compelled to nurse the ‘seedlings'.
Slut Thai Wife
Larry is a Brit with a good job and a hot 21 year old Thai wife, Mali. They live in Bangkok. But Mali is no virgin. She has a strong libido and a few nights at the clubs reveals to Larry that his wife has needs he may not be able to satisfy. And then he discovers she has a craving for his friend, Jim, a transplanted African-American. Soon, Larry is being humiliated and cuckolded.
In Zamonda whites were now on the bottom. Political correctness was being enforced and Mandy, a white MILF, and her daughter Emily had fallen afoul of a political commissar, Babatunde Kabila. He shrewdly ensnared them and soon they had no choice but to become his slaves. A story of exploitation and compromise set in the future.
Woman Marine Captured
Sharon, a Marine corporal in Vietnam, is captured by the Viet Cong and turned over to Major Tran, an intelligence officer in the North Vietnamese Army. He subjects the young blonde to intense interrogation and employs cruel and hateful tortures which finally break her. Afterwards Tran and his underlings casually use Sharon as a sex slave during her 15 month captivity.
Interrogation of a Mother
A widow is arrested for her political ties and subjected to interrogation. Her 18 year old son is bound in a chair and forced to watch as Mama is interrogated. She’s stripped and given a humiliating “cavity search” before being masturbated. When she resists, they subject her to electro shock as her horrified son is masturbated and told that if he ejaculates they will stop what they are doing.
Interrogated by the North Koreans
Two Australian women, a mother and daughter, Sharon and Alex, visiting North Korea, are detained and interrogated by military intelligence officers for taking “unauthorized photographs”. Each is subjected to various “encouragements”, in the “Intensive Therapy Room”. This includes beatings, rape, sodomy and the picana, as well as water torture, before they are broken.
Female Spy Tortured
Mary, a young, female intelligence officer, is captured and interrogated. Interrogator Hans is given the job of extracting this information. He puts Mary into “stress positions” and soon subjects her to flogging, electro-torture, gang rape, sodomy and object penetration. When this fails to break her, Mary is turned over to Dr. Chang who brings her to Room 9 for his most extreme “procedures”.
Defiled by the Savages
Pam and Neal, on safari in Africa, are captured by an isolated tribe. Pam is soon turned into a “object” and sex slave and Neal is forced to watch. That is when the women of the tribe weren’t tormenting him. Pam undergoes various humiliating ordeals involving ants and an anteater, a small green boa and a degrading and painful treatment to permanently enlarge her clitoris.
Captured in Zuanda
Kerry, an American tourist, is captured by rebel soldiers when civil war breaks out in Zuanda and raped. To find out if she is CIA or with the UN, the rebel leader wires her up to a field telephone and shocks her intimate areas. Broken and degraded, Kerry soon admits to imaginary crimes. Her ordeal continues with gang rape and being used for sport with a captured British soldier.
White Slave in Japan
Anna, a Dutch tourist, is robbed and duped into becoming a prostitute in Japan in a brothel that specializes in BDSM. Abused by male and female handlers, she spends her days servicing the “salarymen” and at night performing in sex shows. When she disobeys, she’s punished with traditional Japanese tortures.
Kazumi, a high school girl in Japan, is caught masturbating in class and embarrassed publicly by her teacher. She is then dominated by a gang of girls. Masochistic Kazumi is soon subjected to face-slapping, wedgies, forced oral sex, remote control vibrators and the humiliating “ookie cookie” game. Then, the boys discover her submissive nature and force her to give them oral sex too.
Indian Woman's Sexual Ordeal
In Mumbai, Nisha, a high caste woman engaged to be married, is arrested for a traffic violation. She is taken to the station where she is given “discipline” by a tough, sadistic older constable and his partner. Nisha is subjected to traditional rope punishment and strip searched. Soon, she is seeking out the policeman and submitting to oral sex, penetrations and sodomy.
Indian MILF's Sex Slave
Devi, a wealthy Indian wife living in Mumbai, catches her servant, Johar, with her soiled panties and punishes him for masturbating. Devi soon seduces him and teaches him all about sex in a BDSM relationship turning him into her “smutty, dirty, little boy”. Devi makes the impressionable 18 year old boy her virtual sex slave; and even uses him in a cuckold game she plays on her husband.
Blackmailed by the Colonel
Five white wives were relaxing together poolside in a suburb of Zuanda when Colonel Obi and 25 of his officers showed up with a photographer and food and drink for a party. The wives go along at first but soon the party turns nasty. They are pressured into performing a striptease and soon have to play sex games while the photographer captures every detail for the Colonel’s future blackmail.
Muslim Mother Raped
Two Serbian teens, Velimir and Tatjana, join the local militia during the war in Bosnia in 1992. They discover the opportunity of a lifetime to abuse a neighboring Muslim family, especially the mother, Edina and her buxom, nursing daughter Jasmina. Both women are subjected to numerous sexual humiliations and rapes in this tale of teenage lust, exploitation and ethnic abuse.
Female Tourist Interrogated
A French mother, Louise, and her teenage son Andre, on a vacation trip to North Africa are detained by the authorities when she is confused with someone else. She is questioned by a cruel interrogator, Abidi. He and his assistants soon escalate her interrogation to include sexual torture, all done in front of her horrified son who is aroused against his will by what they do to his mother.
The Emperor's Concubine
Yan is a servant girl in the Imperial household in 17th century China who becomes the victim of court intrigue. She attracts the young Emperor and the scrutiny of his nanny, Madame Ke, who decides to destroy Yan in the Emperor’s eyes by turning her into a sex toy and degraded slut. She is aided by her maid, Meilin, who helps her force new degradations on the manipulated concubine.
Tortured by the Apaches
Gail’s husband was killed and she was captured by the same Apache band who made her a widow. She suffers ordeals which include gang rape and fiendish abuse by the women of the tribe. The widow attracts the attention of Hokee, the medicine man, who sees in a dream that the band will be blessed if Gail is impregnated. She’s bred in a ceremony where all the young men of the band mate with her.
Tijuana Donkey Show
Dolores, a hot 19 year old Latina, is punished by her mother and uncle for masturbating. She runs away with a boy who works for a drug dealer and convinces her to act as a “mule”. She gets caught and suffers police abuse. She’s offered an out: she can dance at a nightclub. But soon realizes there’s a catch: the owner operates a “donkey show” at his ranch and poor Dolores is soon in harness!
Sex Slave Camp
A British couple, Neal and Pam, spend a long weekend at an extreme BDSM sex camp in Africa. Pam is auctioned off to wealthy paying guests and has to service the male staff as well. Neal is forced to watch each of her sexual humiliations including a ride on a “wooden donkey”, being “e-stimmed” to multiple orgasms and a degrading exhibition involving bees and frogs.
Persian Gulf Ordeal
Myron lands a lucrative job in a Gulf state. Things are fine until Roni, his wife, has an affair. Facing deportation Roni accepts a public whipping and falls victim to a corrupt policeman, Rasim who soon turns Myron into a cuckold. It’s one ordeal after another; and then they are delivered to Rasim’s sister who, along with his teenage children, sexually abuse the couple.
Black Woman's Sexual Humiliation
Clarissa, an African-American college professor, is blackmailed by her son’s friend who finds her nude photos. Then his father, a racist cop, takes over and turns Clarissa and her daughter into sex slaves. Others discover what’s going on and join the fun including several white sorority girls. The nightmare ends at a barbecue where mother and daughter are made to perform like trained animals.
Cuckold Punishment Camp
Harold, a white farmer in Zamonda, is punished for his dissident political activity at the local “re-education camp”. Harold is compelled to watch his wife, Margaret, flogged. When he causes more trouble, Margaret is punished again. The last time Harold screws up, Margaret is gang-sexed and impregnated in front of him. The husband may commit the crime, but it’s the wife who pays the price.
Bangkok Dog Show
Debbie, an Australian coed, is robbed on vacation in Thailand and duped into becoming a cocktail waitress/go-go dancer in a night club in Bangkok. Soon, she is forced into prostitution and made to work in the sex shows where Lien, a Vietnamese girl, has the dirtiest job of all: performing in the sex show. When Lien is sold, Debbie is forced to become the new performer.
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