Madeira Desouza


Biography

I was born in the United States into a Portuguese-American culture dominated by the Roman Catholic Church. That culture showed no room for anything but macho and tough males, who were expected to produce babies after getting married to a subservient woman. In that culture, the more tough a man looked and acted, and the higher the number of offspring he generated earned him a higher perceived masculinity.

Growing up in that culture ensured my social programming was to think that I was straight. Eventually, I discovered the truth that I am gay and then I had to redefine and remake myself.

My formal university education was in journalism, which taught me the art and craft of storytelling, photography, news reporting, etc. In the professional context, I learned that telling a story is an essential ingredient if one wants to connect with an audience.

I am unlike many gay authors. I tell stories and create illustrations about masculine men involved with one another to provoke the viewer.

I have seen all my life how straight people do not like to see masculine men showing affection towards one another. Straight people will accept drag shows and comedies about effeminate gay men. And why not? Those are non-threatening. But, if masculine men are depicted in a story or images showing sexual interest in one another, oh boy, that suddenly becomes very threatening to straight people!

Some gay men I have encountered also find it uncomfortable to witness masculine men showing sexual interest in one another. Gays relegate such masculine men to the pejorative category of being “too butch.” For all of these reasons, I choose to provoke the viewer in my stories and illustrations.

Check out this URL where I have one page that provides an insider's tour of my time travel trilogy to help readers have a richer experience:

http://mondomacho.com/men/stories/dare-not-ask-the-dead/author-comments/

Where to find Madeira Desouza online


Books

Baja Clavius    by Madeira Desouza
Price: Free! 20840 words. Published on February 7, 2012. Fiction.

This is the third and final part of Madeira Desouza's time travel trilogy. Part one is LOST COWBOY MOON TIME. Part two is DARE NOT ASK THE DEAD. In the last installment of the science fiction trilogy, time travel agent Ted Avila is finally told the truth about how time travel has changed his brain physically. Luckily, his intense sexual appetite, however, remains unaffected by his brain damage.
Lost Cowboy Moon Time    by Madeira Desouza
Price: Free! 24070 words. Published on January 25, 2012. Fiction.

This is the prequel to Madeira Desouza's science fiction novella, DARE NOT ASK THE DEAD. Time travel agent Ted Avila goes back to the 1990s. There he meets a young man from New Orleans who can read his mind. You should never allow anybody to read your mind if you are from the future. This will cause a disruption in the space/time continuum and you will only have to clean up the mess that you made.
Dare Not Ask The Dead    by Madeira Desouza
Price: Free! 20390 words. Published on October 8, 2010. Fiction.

A naked cowboy is hung in a violent ritual in Arizona. A gay male is transported by a time machine to the ritualistic hanging and becomes hopelessly attracted to the cowboy dancing in the hot desert air with a noose tightly squeezing the life out of him. So begins the twisted erotic relationship of a dead cowboy and a time traveler.

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