This collection will chronicle the life of one woman determined to make a better life for herself. Through Diaries, poetry and short stories she captured her experience into the realities of drug addiction, sexual abuse, suicidal tendencies, domestic violence, and recovery in her determined effort to finally put the monster that has plagued her since childhood away once and for all. This series illustrates the resilience and determination and in the uncensored raw expose of what it was that drove her to the brink of death, and how she gained the utmost courage in facing her monster. Writing has been the only way she could see a way out of the confining prison her addictions trapped her in as she desperately seeks the passage way to freedom. Captivating, devastating, hilarious and witty, and uncensored at times disturbing truths, the readers will come away with an appreciation and compassionate understanding for the souls on earth who are hurting, and inspire courage of the readers to look within yourselves to expose your own monsters.