Marked For Destruction Destined For Deliverance
I wanted to die, but I realized even then, through all of this, I knew somehow God was still in control. I knew that ultimately God had allowed this to be my lot and was going to see me through. I had to put my trust and my hope in Him or surely I would have indeed died. If not by committing suicide, then my soul would have ceased to thrive. Truth was, only God could get me through this trial.