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Sybille first remembers the powerful attractiveness of females in the 4th grade, falling powerfully in lust with a girl in the class.
Adolescence of course brought hormonally-driven physical passion and lust for beautiful girls, and the fear of expressing it, of rejection.
With adulthood, finding sexual partners became less terrifying, though only relatively.
Marriage. The inevitable (as seen in hindsight) divorce.
Thanks goodness most educated people of goodwill now accept same sex relationships as just one more human possibility.
Sybille now lives with her partner, and loved ones.