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Some would consider that I have always looked to adventure - wrestling in high school, going into the Airborne while in the Army. Starting out as labor and working myself to management. Walking this earth, riding motorcycles, taking on things and experiences in a way a man would deal with them. My life has had many bumps and miscalculations along the way. I have made many of the right choices but what stuck out are the many choices that led me to places that were hurtful to my family and myself. I was always looking outside of myself for comfort, then one day I realized that I was noticing that I had been given choices along the way; these choices came from within me. I started realizing that there was something within that gave me a sense of peace, a sense of wonder.
I had never gone along with the spiritual new age agendas that my wife Sandra sought out. She had a lot of interest in motivational new age teachers and would tell me about all of them. I was a good listener, but not interested in any of it. One day at her request, we sat quietly and tried this meditation thing. A whole world opened for me as I sensed a presence, a voice within me speaking. It showed itself to me. I started writing down what I heard and so... it started. Sandra had an unending stream of questions to ask of this voice within me. Her enthusiasm and encouragement led me on to try it more and more. After all, it was more natural for me to slough it off and go on with my life. She would not let this happen. I saw her happiness in the process and adventure of it. It took time for me to accept that what was going on was real. I covered up my growing interest by saying it was not noteworthy or important. The more I let go of my resistance to it being unreal - the more I sat with myself in a letting go of ego mode, the more clearly I could hear what to write. More information was coming through, and I was learning from the many questions about life in general and how things had come to be.
I can only say that these writings have come, not from me, but through me. I pass them on to you for whatever interest they are for you.
The spirits that guided me in these writings are my personal two guides, a host of different appearing guides along with the "OTTO" group.
From the moment of birth, we are blessed with those on the other side that watch over us and gently guide us with choices that we can make. We only have to ask and desire the best for ourselves to hear clearer choices coming through. I am not different from anyone, we are all of the God/Source which came with us and walks with us each day. What I do know is my faith and belief in God has increased to a knowingness that God/ Source, Spirit, First Thought, or whatever name you give to the Great Creator, resides within me and everyone who choose to be born on this planet. The "Now" as they call it, is a very pleasant place to live. In this moment I can feel the life I am living. I can feel the gratefulness for my life and all that is around me and "In the Now" I can connect with my real self. For yesterday is a memory, and tomorrow is a thought, but the NOW is the present to the self.