I'm back. I have fallen and embarrassed God, my Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit by a simple devise. God does not love the dead but he does love the lost, those that must die to their ways to live again in his. And I have embarrassed the church. You saw what I did, what they led me to do. There is no safe place but in the Father and there is no other dimension but his. Forgive me I ask in the Name of God, and in holy name of Jesus Christ I have brought this dishonor upon. They very nearly killed me and would have but they confused me and God is not the author of confusion. This I have learned. No matter how far you stray God will not allow them to kill your soul. You will never perish so long as you pick yourself up and go home after they have made a fool of you. This too Christ die for. I am so sorry holy Brother and Savior. There is nothing I can do but ask you, all of you to put this sin too on Jesus and magnify his glory even further. If you take me back, how much more glory is that for the Savior we all love.