Reclaiming Your Soul: Working With the Mystery
Healing the Heart of humanity by anchoring Christ consciousness may seem like a fools journey, however, this is precisely my intent. This book is only the beginning.
"Reclaiming Your Soul: Working With the Mystery" is the tangible result of my own personal awakening out of duality, into Unity Consciousness. The shift from wanting to be loved, to wanting to Love. More
It all started when I had my first ever acupuncture treatment in 2005 to help to heal my hearing and depression. I felt a sparking shock in my right index finger that shot me up from the bed. I said, "Do you have me plugged into the wall???" Dr. Wu laughed and said, "No. That's your Qi, that's your energy." I thought for sure he plugged me into a wall, and asked him if he was sure, but he insisted that it was natural energy.
I was fascinated, to say the least, and was determined to learn as much as I could about this healing "energy," and what it was capable of healing. I had a deep inner knowing that there was something very, very special and different about me that wanted to be expressed in the world, and it had something to do with this healing energy. Of course, we all have our inner gift that is looking to blossom, so when I say special and different about me, what I am referring to is my own personal gift, that I longed to share.
I ended up going to acupuncture school in Austin, Texas, to learn more about healing energy. I learned Tai Chi, Qigong, Yoga, Reiki, and more, but I was still struggling with depression, and the gift that wanted to be expressed through me was still trying to emerge.
I became addicted to crystal energies, because crystals, in addition to Reiki, were the only things that helped to lift my depression. I would watch the Lord of the Rings every night, dance naked with crystals and listen to Celtic music. (I would also watch The Notebook, Peaceful Warrior, and the Secret.) It was a beautiful experience.
I was determined to answer the biggest questions on my mind. I called it, "Snyder University." Instead of looking for someone to tell me what to think, which is what the educational system currently is founded upon, I asked myself, "What do I believe to be true?" "Who am I, and what am I doing here on Earth?" I would pray, "Please, guide me. Tell me where to go. Tell me what to do. Let me be your body. Not my will, but Thy will be done."
Every night, I would come home and sit, crouched naked in front of my computer, and the words would begin to flow, effortlessly from my fingers. It was the closest thing I've ever experienced to channeling, besides writing songs. There was definitely something inside of me, some ancient wisdom, that needed to be expressed, witnessed, and birthed into this world. I never consciously wanted to be the weird person who danced naked with crystals and asked the deeper questions of life, it just kind of happened that way. My Heart wouldn't allow me to live an unconscious life. My Heart wanted me to live my life deliberately, Lovingly. My Heart wanted me to know what real Love was, and embody that in this incarnation.
After a few years of writing this manuscript, I finally felt that I was finished. I wrote this during my Saturn Return, ages 28-32, the time when some people question what they are doing on planet Earth.
I am pleased to share this manuscript/channeling with you. Some of it really resonates with me, and some of it doesn't. Some of it needs to be reviewed, edited and rewritten. I have a newer version of this same manuscript, however, it was lost when my hard-drive crashed. It does exist in written form, so maybe one day I will update this manuscript to include the more recent writings.
I hope that this book helps you to realize your own Divine nature, your interconnectivity with everyone, and all that IS. I hope that it helps you to open your Heart, and feel Divine Love pouring through you, so that everything and everyone you touch is Source touching Source. We are Divine beings expressing ourselves in human form, so that we can experience the awe of it all.
Loving others is really Loving yourself. Loving yourself, is really Loving others. Loving the Earth is really Loving yourself. Loving yourself is really Loving All that IS.