The crumbs in the cookie package on the coffee table would not suffice. Belinda heaved herself to her feet and slogged off in search of food.
At first she hadn't been able to do even that much. Rising from the couch meant confronting the swelling pile of mail under the front door slot. She hadn't opened a single envelope and now, after six weeks, the heap of sympathy cards and legal-sized envelopes had stopped growing. Belinda had become accustomed to it, as if it were a batch of mending she’d get to one of these days.
She rarely went down the bedroom hall except to use the bathroom. She preferred to sleep on the couch with its crowding bolsters, rather than face the king-sized bed alone.
The dining room had its obstacles, too, namely the pyramid of birthday gifts gathering dust on the table. Belinda scurried through the curtained room, jiggling her new fat, avoiding the sight of the packages. She didn’t want to know what he’d meant to give her for her fiftieth birthday.
The kitchen cabinets gaped. Why bother to close them when you’re just going to open them again?
She had started with the vegetables and fruits from her last trip to the Farmers' Market. She had once dreamed of a garden of her own in the back yard. Organic whole foods, that was her.
He was Cheetos and cookies. He adored sugar-coated cereals and salty chips. High calorie, high fat, high bad, that was him. She had begged him to change his eating habits. She worried about his heart. He was over fifty. He had to take care of himself.
The perishables were gone by the end of the first week. Then she'd tucked into the canned goods: first peaches, mandarin oranges, kidney beans and organic diced tomatoes. Then the refried beans, canned chili, spaghetti and tamales. He'd stocked up to prepare for disaster, not knowing what form it would take.