Kissing Ellen King
by Alexander S. Bauer
Copyright 2012 Alexander S. Bauer
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I don't know what will come out of this exactly, but I know I need to write it, to tell my story before there's no one left to tell it. I expect the format to be a little like a diary, with entire passages copied directly from the entries I wrote as all this was happening.
I've spent a lot of time trying to hide this away in my head, a lot of time trying to block it out, but I cannot. So I shall do the opposite in the hopes that it will bring a catharsis that hiding never could. I don't know what will come back once I start actively trying to remember. I expect many of the chapters will be vague, touching more on feelings and impressions than specific events. But undoubtedly I'll be able to focus like a laser on the bigger moments, at times recalling every word of every conversation. I don't know if this will be pleasurable to read, all I know is that it needs to be written.