B F Moloney
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‘Look dad I don’t exist on your TV channel. I’m not in your life. Stop predicting me in your weather forecasts.’
These are words that me, Victoria, am rehearsing in my head for when I talk to dad next. I’m thinking how absurd my existence is because I have come into this world from nothing, and what father says about me on TV makes it worse. I will never be trough passing out to sea. That was caused by something. I can’t remember what my mum has said about me. I don’t think I ever had a mum.
For a saturnine person like me there is only light after there is only darkness; as it was and as it is to come. And when they come, they come together, outside of Cause. That’s how it is, me alone, sitting in my flat, contemplating. I reckon I’m fighting a heavy slumber. I’m in slumberland.