I am a truly addicted crossdresser. I wasn't always totally addicted. But then one day, I was fully indoctrinated to intense crossdressing by a female. I really didn't believe that she could make my existing crossdressing desires this powerful. Plus, she made them absolutely uncontrollable. This was just my fantasy. So I begged and pleaded with her to do this. I even paid her to do this to me. So very confident that it was just a game that I had complete control over.
Guess what? I was 100% wrong. But once she had me under her psychological control, it was too late. I was in far too deep. But nothing compared to how deep she would lead me. So yes, I wound up getting exactly what I begged and paid her for. As a result, my crossdressing desires are now completely and totally uncontrollable. Prior to her conditioning of me, I used to be able to stop crossdressing for long periods of time. Those days are gone forever.
She totally unleashed my desires to dress in woman's clothing while at the same time significantly increasing them. They are now far too intense for me to be able to control them. I am now helplessly addicted to dressing in woman's clothes. Just like I begged her and paid her to do to me. Do I regret that she really truly did to me what I ask her to do? NO - I LOVE IT. I crave for it to be even more intense and powerful. There is a line between sexual fantasy and reality. But once you cross that line, you may find yourself just like me. Escape becomes impossible.
Angelica Marie Gossett is my fictional pen name. You will come to know me as an author of fictional ebooks and audiobooks. All my character names are 100% fictional with one exception. My last name of Gossett is my mother's real maiden name. I just couldn't resist using it. A constant reminder of whose clothes I first wore. I just had to wear Mommy's clothes and dress from head to toe in them. My book cover images are real pictures of myself taken over many years. So when you read my books, you are reading the desires of a real addicted crossdressing submissive. Not just somebody who has fantasies. Experience does make a difference even when you are reading fictional books.
I do plan on keeping the same fictional name of "Stephen" and "Angelica" for all my works. I want to create persona's that carry themselves across all my writings. That is because crossdressing female domination is more than a one time experience as I can absolutely attest to. It is a step by step progression. That is why I don't vary the characters name(although sometimes Stephanie or Steffie fits better and I use that name). In my writings, my characters are all age 18+ years old.
All my books are also about FEMDOM, female domination, discipline, control, and punishment of males. Every form will be covered including the traditional whips, boots, and chains depending on the story. The only thing that will be consistent in every single story is "Stephen" being crossdressed or feminized. Crossdressing is not only a physical form of discipline it is a psychological form of female domination and discipline. The male is not only required to physically look like a perfect girl, but she also imposes complete psychological emasculation. Stripped of every ounce of male ego, dignity, image, and persona as part of her discipline and punishment. Humiliation, embarrassment, and shame are far worse than a severe whipping. This is because these things never go away. They become ingrained in your psyche.
Domination by females includes Mommy, Mistress, Wife, Girlfriends, Daughter, all forms of female in-laws, all forms of "step" females, Aunts, Cousins, Neighbors, Co-workers, Sales staff, and Photographers. My passion for dressing in woman's clothing is closely followed by my passion for female domination and discipline. I think of and lust for all females to be in a dominant role not just in my writings but also in any real interactions with them.
Just a few final items, if you expect to read about Angelica Marie Gossett worshiping, servicing, or pleasing any male biological parts - you will not be reading about that. I am about worshiping, servicing and pleasing all parts of the female body; breasts, pussy, and ass. The Pussy is the total center of the universe, the ultimate symbol of power to be served.
Also, do not expect to see anything about sissy, transgender, or transsexual. If you want to read about that, you have the wrong author. I do offer an absolutely FREE ebook called "Do Not Call Me Transgender". It is short but addresses the differences I believe exist between transgender and crossdressing. They are quite different.