Nicole V.


I am a young woman (though I still act like a little girl sometimes) from Northern California. I have decided to put my sexual history out there as my own brand of "therapy" for being a sex addict. I don't believe pleasure is bad, and I am built for pleasure. My controversial non-fiction series "Diary of a Bad Girl" is now collected in paperback only and has bonus content!

Smashwords Interview

Do you remember the first story you ever wrote?
Diary of a Bad Girl 1 is the first story I ever wrote, and since it is true, I'm not even sure if it classifies as a story!
What is your writing process?
I write from memory and my journals. I put on some good music and have a glass of orange juice nearby. I also like to write with the windows open no matter the temperature.
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Total Submission 5: Under the Influence
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 6,310. Language: English. Published: June 3, 2020 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » BDSM
Jennifer’s first mission has gone horribly wrong, and now she is tied naked to a bed by two strange men who are intent on using her for their own sick pleasure. She will have to use every sexual trick she has been trained to do in order to escape, but even that may not be enough to save her.
Diary of a Bad Girl 12: Rebound
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 10,020. Language: English. Published: August 25, 2019 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Contemporary
I had suffered blackmail and humiliation at the hands of an older man, so it was time to swear off men and start focusing on myself. The first step? Finding a job. That quest gets an added bonus when my new boss is my old high school counselor, and she and her husband are quite naughty and want nothing but to please me. What could possibly go wrong?
Diary of a Bad Girl 11: Ruined Princess
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 9,060. Language: English. Published: November 5, 2018 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Action & Adventure
After my father saw the incriminating photos of me, I believed my life could not get any worse. I was wrong. In attempt to fix my mistake I found myself blackmailed and compelled to do the bidding of a very filthy and vile man. I could only hope I would be dirty enough for his tastes …
Total Submission 4: Original Sin
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 14,800. Language: English. Published: May 28, 2018 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Action & Adventure
Jennifer survived the trauma inflicted by her Master, but now she finds herself in an even scarier position … that of a spy. Recruited to gather information on White Snow, the one-time Object finds herself in New Orleans. She is vulnerable and alone in a city full of sleaze and she is about to meet Randal, a man who does not take “no” for an answer.
Diary of a Bad Girl 10: Forbidden
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 8,320. Language: English. Published: October 22, 2017 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
My mother warned me about older men, but when I met Keith I thought he was perfect. Little did I know that my inability to stay true to one man would lead to one of the most agonizing moments of my life both physically and emotionally. This is what happens when one bad girl just get enough and pays the price for it.
Total Submission 3: For All Tomorrow's Parties
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 22,060. Language: English. Published: January 3, 2017 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » BDSM
The party is about to begin, and a new contender for the title of Mother Sin is to be chosen. Jennifer Cosgrove knows she must not fail her Master. Her competition in sexual submission is stiff, however, and Jennifer is the least experienced among them. Prepare yourself for the party of the year where kink is the norm and debauchery is the order of the day.
Diary of a Bad Girl 9: Men
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 11,640. Language: English. Published: June 21, 2016 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Contemporary
My quest to find the perfect older man continues as an ad I placed on the Internet gets response from quite a few creeps and a couple of good contenders. The only way to find the right one, though, is to try them all from the mild to the wild and everything in between. My descent into sexual addiction continues as I look for the proper dirty old man to fulfill all my needs.
Total Submission 2: Object
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 23,650. Language: English. Published: March 3, 2016 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » BDSM
(5.00 from 1 review)
Jennifer Cosgrove’s master is sharing her with men and women in the hopes of having her be selected to attend an invitation-only party for the most promising of submissives. Ritual sex magic, secretive men in positions of power, and depravity all converge in an effort to bend the will of one young woman to that of an older, twisted man. If all goes according to plan, nubile Jennifer will know wh
Glory Daze
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 10,130. Language: English. Published: October 22, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Contemporary
Mary has fantasy that involves anonymous sex in a very specialized setting. All she requires is a hole in the wall and a man. After her friend describes her own experience, Mary decides to turn her fantasy into reality, and her world will never be the same. For every woman who has thought about it, and every man who has done it …
Homecoming Queen
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 14,110. Language: English. Published: October 3, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
I have returned home a woman, but the boys in my town can’t possibly satisfy me. I need a man … a much older man. Enter Mr. Patrick. A man old enough to be my grandfather who likes girls my age … and he really like when me and my girlfriend do naughty things together. The true story of my journey into sexual addiction continues here!
Total Submission 1: Genesis
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 14,480. Language: English. Published: August 15, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » BDSM
(5.00 from 1 review)
The first part of the latest fictional series from controversial and banned author Nicole V. begins with a bang. Jennifer Cosgrove is a young woman searching for sexual self-awareness. What she finds is that she craves to be obedient to a mysterious older man who is ready to take her to the next level of submission.
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 4,510. Language: English. Published: May 12, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Contemporary
Busty Melissa likes to send naughty selfie pictures to strangers, always hoping to get a picture in return. One day, however, she teases a much older man and has an encounter she will never forget. Why is this twentysomething on her knees, and what is that man about to do to her? Find out in controversial author Nicole V.’s first foray into fiction!
Diary of a Bad Girl 7: Rough
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 9,310. Language: English. Published: March 19, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(5.00 from 1 review)
Seduction. Rejection. Revenge. Fresh from my brutal encounter with Denny, I decide to give my uncle a very special gift. Unfortunately for me, things go very wrong. Unfortunately for him, I am unforgiving. These are my final days at his house and things are going to get … rough. From a chance encounter with a deliveryman to a night of unbridled lust, I make sure my uncle will never forget me.
Diary of a Bad Girl 6: Two Days in Heaven, One in Hell
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 13,470. Language: English. Published: January 13, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Lesbian
(5.00 from 1 review)
From the loving hands of a woman, to the strong arms of a beast, the sixth part of my controversial series continues with me being tutored in the art of loving another woman by the much older Marie. Not all will go according to plan, however, as she must give me to another … a man she fears will hurt me in oh-so-many delightful ways.
Diary of a Bad Girl 5: Bound
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 8,460. Language: English. Published: October 31, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Lesbian
(5.00 from 2 reviews)
The controversial confessional erotica series continues. Blindfolded and tied to a bed naked, I am presented to three strangers. I must pick one with which to spend the next three days as a sexual slave. Each offers terrifying and titillating promises. Which one shall I choose?
Diary of a Bad Girl 4: Impure
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 9,340. Language: English. Published: October 6, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » Menage & Multiple Partners
(5.00 from 2 reviews)
The highly anticipated fourth part of my controversial series is here! I always wondered why I was so different from my mother, but after finding a home movie my uncle filmed, I discover that maybe I’m not so different after all. As much as I deny what I am, I do know one thing: I am … impure.
Diary of a Bad Girl 3: Savaged
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 9,120. Language: English. Published: August 31, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » BDSM
(5.00 from 2 reviews)
My punishment has arrived. I am being given to another man. A man who likes his fun rough and his women in tears. But I have a secret. I can take all he can dish out and ask for more. The path of my sexual addiction is set in stone here. This is my punishment. I am … savaged!
Diary of a Bad Girl 2: Training Day
Price: $0.99 USD. Words: 7,130. Language: English. Published: July 31, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(5.00 from 2 reviews)
Exposed. Posed. Pig. What started off as playful teasing of a man I should have never tempted, has turned into this: the first step of my training into becoming a sex addict. This is the second volume in what is quickly becoming the most disturbing erotica series you will ever have the pleasure of reading. This is … Training Day.
Diary of a Bad Girl 1: Good Girl Gone Bad
Price: Free! Words: 9,060. Language: English. Published: July 4, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(4.17 from 6 reviews)
The true story of how I went from saving myself for marriage to becoming a sex addict.

Smashwords book reviews by Nicole V.

  • Tracy Exposed on Nov. 07, 2021

    Admittedly, I forgot I had the first book in this series, so I read this one first. After finishing it, I deleted it and the first book (without even bothering to read it). It's not that it is poorly written, though Tracy does spend a lot of time giggling to herself or out loud, which would be annoying. It's more that this isn't a story. This book is more a chapter than anything else. Tracy, needing a break from selling her panties and watching men masturbate online, ends up in Spain. That's it. Sure, there are some moments of exhibitionism, but none of it leads anywhere, and it all ends right before something good is going to happen. Cliffhangers are great for chapters and some books where other things have resolved. But in a book where nothing happens? That's insulting.
  • The Food Court: A Public Masturbation Story on Nov. 07, 2021

    A great idea for a story. Laurel, who works in the mall, wants to get to know Sam, who also works in the mall in the food court. Laure is told, however, that the only way Sam will even consider dating her is if he sees her public masturbate while watching him. Will Laurel do it? Well, it's an erotic tale, so of course she will, but . . . has the author Lovegood ever watched a woman masturbate or squirt? It doesn't seem like it. The descriptions of Laurel's orgasm court disbelief, killing an otherwise decent short story.
  • My Niece's Secret on Dec. 10, 2021

    I have downloaded a lot of this author's books. This is the first one I've gotten around to reading. I did not finish it, and I ended up deleting the rest of them. It is, in no uncertain terms, utter garbage. Genders change throughout the narrative, not in some gender swapping magic, but due to laziness. Quotations are incorrectly used. Sentences make no sense. It could be that English is not the author's first language, but then the book should be published in his or her native tongue. Save your money. More importantly, save your time and don't even consider this book.