Peggy Buxton


Author, wife, lover, and amputee.

I have been missing my left leg for years. Growing up I felt that it should not be there, and it is has been a blessing to have it gone. Today's term for this condition is BIID and in the past simply referred to as being a 'wannabe'. I am a full-time crutch user. Like my husband, I find amputees fascinating. 'Devotee' is the frequently used term.

My stories have characters that mirror my life in some manner - wanted/needed to be an amputee or want to live with an amputee. I make no apology for my descriptions of these people and there is no intent to take away from the suffering of some amputees.

I love feedback on the stories, but I cannot promise to reply.

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A Small Blue Bottle
Wandering through the backwoods of a Caribbean country a voodoo priestess with one leg had a small shop, shelves filled with various remedies, potions, amulets, and recipes for curing most that ails a person. A woman driving by and is lost, stops for directions. She becomes enchanted with the owner and engages her in conversation, tells her about a desire to also be missing a leg. In the back, an injection is made and a perfect stump forms where the needle pierced the flesh. The woman is told 'the stump will remain for up to twelve hours depending on the dose'.
Jean, A Small Blue Bottle
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Stocking Shelves
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Wooded Stream
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Tales of the Device
Imagine a device for changing your body, to be able to choose one from a catalog yet still have your own memories and thoughts. Wake in the morning and pick one as easily as you would what to wear for the day. Maybe you and your spouse might like to trade for the day. Change gender, race, age, body shape, even have a disability. All of these are possible with the device.
Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
In spite of her age of 51, Sabrina Ruiz was still thought of by most men as beautiful. Slightly taller than most women, she carried her slim body well. All her life, Sabrina had known there was a problem with her left leg, though doctors would not have found anything wrong. At the university she studied medicine and became an orthopedic surgeon. Her favorite procedures were amputations. At a gay bar one night in Mumbai, India, she met Dr. Alfred Wood. He quickly confessed he was not interested in women, yet the fact she was also an orthopedic surgeon fascinated him. Over the course of several days, she confessed her desires. He mentioned some recent research into the condition. It was known as BIID, something she had never heard of. After Dr. Wood amputated Sabrina's leg, she began performing amputations for other BIID sufferers.
Missing Feelings
It is not so strange to fall in love with an amputee. After all, amputees are like most everyone else. Some seek them out; others just happen to find them. It doesn’t matter since the results can be the same.


Series: A Small Blue Bottle. Price: $3.25 USD. Words: 22,170. Language: English. Published: October 31, 2018 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Lydia Sandoval interviewed Frank Thompson on her radio show 'After Midnight'. The topic was special interests in those that you date, and Frank's interest happened to be women that were amputees. He had been married to one and known others. Lydia was beautiful, and Frank was handsome. Maybe they would have become a couple anyway, but the conversation touched her deeply. Her life changed forever.
Bear Lake
Series: Tales of the Device. Price: $3.25 USD. Words: 21,590. Language: English. Published: May 11, 2018 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Maybe Ellen had not wanted to lose all of the arm, but it did not stop her from wondering how it would have been to lose a leg instead. Falling hard while snow skiing shattered the right arm badly enough it never healed. That was about a year ago, and now she had adapted to a new way of doing things. The bartender helped her find a whole new life on Big Bear Lake and she was thankful for that.
Wooded Stream
Series: A Small Blue Bottle. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 30,180. Language: English. Published: November 2, 2017 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Angela White was in a horrible car wreck resulting in the amputation of a forearm and most of a leg. Devastated, she began putting her life back together. During the week vacation at Willow Lake Resort she spent time with a couple before visiting them at their home along the river. Given a chance to have her body back, Angela is forced to confront something she had put out of her mind.
Stocking Shelves
Series: A Small Blue Bottle. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 23,830. Language: English. Published: October 14, 2017 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Rubin Martin was just doing a favor for a coworker by collecting late payments. He did not know that he would be introduced to Myra Jones, an older amputee, but now Rubin understood the feelings she had aroused within him. Working at Dash Superstores stocking shelves, cleaning up spills, and dealing with corporate spies checking up on employees, Rubin rushed to aid Virginia Bryant when she fell.
Pain and Suffering
Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 35,280. Language: English. Published: April 17, 2017 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
It was to be a simple bank job. No one was to get hurt. The shotgun was just to scare everyone. He never expected some hero waiting in line with a gun. It went so wrong in the blink of an eye. One woman was killed, and Juju Clark's leg was injured so badly it was amputated. Juju accepted the loss and found an attorney to file a lawsuit. She learned about devotees and wannabes. Somehow that helped.
Series: Tales of the Device. Price: $4.95 USD. Words: 112,490. Language: English. Published: December 23, 2016 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Some people think about how they would look if only they could choose their body. Most simply live with what they are born with. A few have cosmetic surgery. All kinds of procedures are available, even for men. What if there were a device that allowed someone to trade bodies picked from a catalog with thousands of choices, or if news of such a device spread through neighborhoods and whole cities?
Hampton Group, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 57,160. Language: English. Published: April 26, 2016 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Henry Thomas was a lucky man. He had recently fallen for Jean, and had been invited to interview for a senior position with the Hampton Group in Bayvale on the Gulf Coast. By the end of a social gathering at the CEO's house after a day of interviews, he knew she was not the right woman for him. While packing to move, a former lover introduced him to something that would change his life forever.
By The Sea
Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 46,050. Language: English. Published: January 7, 2016 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Kevin Barker had the worst luck with women. Things changed when he met Linda while at the university. She was missing all of one arm. He and Linda were together for years, then the breakup. Now thirty, his romantic fortunes changed when a triple amputee standing in front of his building needed to use the bathroom. He did not understand just how much that would change his entire life.
Influence, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 47,690. Language: English. Published: November 16, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Mabel Warner was in her mid thirties when she attended the funeral for her father. It was the first time she had met his girlfriend. Gail Walker was ten years older than he, about her mother's age. He had a thing for older women, or they for younger men. It was not clear. Gail was missing a leg. The few days cleaning out the apartment was a life changing experience.
Torso Road, Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
Series: Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon, Book 7. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 46,050. Language: English. Published: August 21, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Darla Benson wanted more out of life than the early morning shift at the restaurant. Janice, her short-time roommate worked as a stripper, but used morphine to control the pains in one leg. The day Janice shared a potion with Darla that made her leg disappear was the day Darla's life changed forever. Little did she understand how meeting Lee Hudson and Krista Drake would change it even more.
Pears And Other Fruit, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 12. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 51,950. Language: English. Published: July 14, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Vicky Rivera never expected to fall in love with Robert. Brothers and Sisters are not supposed to do things like that. Each had married and divorced, and were using an oft discussed trip in an RV to rebuild their friendship. Weight gain resulted in a classic pear shaped body. She did not know Robert lusted after such bodies. She did not know she would meet a lady missing a leg.
Black Like Me, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 11. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 65,210. Language: English. Published: April 15, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Alice Mahon's fixation began years ago when she meet a black lady with one leg at church during the only few weeks her parents went. It festered until one of the university professors mirrored the body image she still harbored. Little did she know Dr. Shepherd shared the feelings she felt were quite unique. Only when she met Bebe Upchurch did she find they were not.
Irish, Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
Series: Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon, Book 6. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 50,190. Language: English. Published: February 2, 2015 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Edgar and Adrian often drank at O'Malley's. Adrian loved anything Irish - pubs, whiskey, and the ladies with fiery red hair and fair skin. He could charm the knickers off any that dared enter O'Malley's. His latest was Kate, the most beautiful Edgar had ever seen. Edgar was pleased to learn that not only did she prefer him, but that she had a desire to be an amputee. If only life were that simple.
One of Each, Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
Series: Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon, Book 5. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 26,290. Language: English. Published: December 4, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Much is happening in Northwood since the interview about BIID aired on the Isabel Hardy Show. Isabel and Leeanna are adjusting to life following their amputations, and people are asking questions. A sponsor drops the show. The subjects of the interview consider moving there. Missing an arm after the accident, Joan considers losing a leg. She is not alone in the desire to have one of each.
Interview, Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
Series: Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon, Book 4. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 25,290. Language: English. Published: November 2, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Isabel Hardy has a syndicated radio program - The Isabel Hardy Show - where she interviews people of topical interest. Her producer, Leeanna Jansen, books a young lady, nineteen years old, and a recent amputee, believing it will be inspirational. Laurie is asked about the cause of the amputation. She blurts out that she had BIID, and found a surgeon to amputate the leg.
Trouble in Paradise, Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
Series: Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon, Book 3. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 24,340. Language: English. Published: October 8, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Lee Hudson, wealthy and handsome, lives with two of his dream women, women without limbs. Life has been perfect, alternating staying in the large lakefront home and the even larger home in the Cayman Islands, taking cruses on the 200 foot yacht or the 44 foot sailboat, traveling in the Gulfstream private jet, until Inez becomes unhappy sharing him with Krista. He brings his best friend to help.
Long Journey, Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
Series: Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon, Book 2. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 35,310. Language: English. Published: September 7, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Inez Hughes had already made the trip to see Dr. Ruiz, and now was missing her left leg at the hip. Little did the lovely Jamaican realize the impression she made on Krista Drake at the clothing optional resort. If only Leon Hughes had understood what Inez really wanted, maybe he would have never mentioned Dr. Ruiz to her.
Neighbor, Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon
Series: Sabrina Ruiz, Surgeon, Book 1. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 23,980. Language: English. Published: September 7, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Shaun Clavert never expected to find Eliana Monroe living next door. The much older women with one leg quickly captured his interest, and taught him the wonders of her body. They both knew it would not last, but enjoyed it to the fullest. Vicki Logan stopped at the pharmacy where he worked, and hinted about a possible amputation. A co-worker, Nora Blair teased him about the reason.
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 6,920. Language: English. Published: August 6, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
For her fortieth birthday, Victoria when camping alone. She loved the solitude. Since the amputation of her right arm, friends had deserted her. It was okay. In the early evening, a hiker passed the campsite looking for a place to stay after a long day on the trail. After eating, and a glass of wine, the conversation focused on what it was like to have one arm.
Jean, A Small Blue Bottle
Series: A Small Blue Bottle, Book 3. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 33,730. Language: English. Published: June 9, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
A car wreck costs Jean a foot, and Sally an arm plus a few fingers. Jean quickly moves forward with her life, vowing to not let the amputation get in the way. Once she learns about devotees, then wannabes, her life takes a turn she never expected.
Abyss, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 10. Price: $3.25 USD. Words: 76,020. Language: English. Published: May 1, 2014 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Lana was everything a man desired, and that was the problem. She hated her body. It was too perfect. No one understood why she felt that way, not until she met Don online. He offered solutions she never thought of - amputate some limbs. It was a new world for Lana, one that she knew would suck her into an Abyss she might never return from.
Larger No More, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 9. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 61,220. Language: English. Published: December 21, 2013 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(sequel to Larger, Tales of the Device) Formerly, a chubby leg amputee but while of falling love with Paula, Patty found a way to correct that. Blind and willowy, she moves in a different circle of friends from before. Paula, missing an arm at the shoulder attracts people wanting to be amputees. Together they share much and are amazed at the number of strangers confessing either desire.
Larger, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 8. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 69,870. Language: English. Published: October 13, 2013 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Patty was heavyset. A polite way of saying she weighed more than average. Not much, though. Her boyfriends complained she was too skinny, others said too chubby. She was stuck in a world where she could not win, often wishing she could trade bodies with just about any woman. Then the car driven by a drunk driver pinned her against the wall, severing her leg.
Empty Sleeves
Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 56,530. Language: English. Published: July 29, 2013 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
At home Linda pretended to be missing both arms, in public with just one. Always the sleeve would dangle free. Dreams often were of a life without both. Then one night she met a blind woman with one arm.
Three Pictures, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 7. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 53,870. Language: English. Published: May 28, 2013 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(5.00 from 1 review)
Fran could never shake the primitive desires. Seeing an amputee always brought them back to the surface, leaving her a wreck for days. The worst had been seeing the armless woman at the topless beach cavorting in the surf with two girlfriends. It took nearly a month to recover from that brief sighting. She had her three favorite amputee models. One of them, Leah, was missing all of her limbs.
Not Enough
Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 54,420. Language: English. Published: May 3, 2013 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(5.00 from 1 review)
Susan Marshal was a successful businesswoman, started and sold several companies by the age of thirty. The one thing she had not mastered was the confusion about her body. Nothing seemed right about it, a feeling since childhood. Psychiatrists were of no help. One night a surgeon met her at an upscale bar, bought her a drink, told her about a recent amputation he performed.
Card Shop
Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 47,200. Language: English. Published: March 28, 2013 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
The relationship was working, something new for Derrick. Six months and they were still together. Then she sprang the news Jean is planning a visit. Only Jean is an amputee, missing multiple limbs. At first, he is curious, then the interest grows, only to find her relationship with Jean is more than it first appeared.
Good Doctor, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 6. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 57,020. Language: English. Published: February 25, 2013 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Another broken relationship, and Jack nursed his sorrows over a glass of whiskey. He preferred older women, and one happened to sit on the neighboring stool. She fumbled with crutches for a moment. He had never dated an amputee, though a former friend had a wife that was one. Ilene consoled him over his loss. The conversation soon focused on his preference for older women and her missing leg.
The Prostitute with One Leg, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 5. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 63,660. Language: English. Published: December 14, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(5.00 from 1 review)
They met by chance one foggy night in an alley where Connie was investigating a homicide. A woman with one leg beside a dumpster behind a restaurant, sprawled on her back, clothes ripped and covered with blood, found by kitchen staff when taking out garbage. Uniformed cops milled about. Connie was kneeling beside the body, stood, made some notations in a notebook.
Death of a Friend, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 4. Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 54,700. Language: English. Published: September 21, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
I had known Grace for two years. At least I thought I knew her. Does anyone really 'know' someone? Just a man looking for a woman, we had met online and found things in common. We kept meeting there. Kept learning more. The friendship grew. We talked on the phone. We even visited in person a few times. Then she died unexpectedly. (double length story)
Payment Plan
Price: $2.95 USD. Words: 52,650. Language: English. Published: July 19, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(5.00 from 1 review)
Howard and Casey do not have the typical relationship. They live in separate houses, have different tastes in lovers. She is missing an arm. They have enough money to help others achieve life long dreams. So does Carl who loses a wife because of his own dreams. Without legs, Kelly uses a wheelchair, meets Carl. Things develop in ways neither expect. (double length story)
Love lost, Love found
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 26,180. Language: English. Published: June 8, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Robert cheated on Lana. Caught, forced to transfer, she tried to forgive him. Everything was going well, until he started seeing a young woman in another town named Bunny. Of course, Lana had noticed a woman with one leg, maybe two women, at the company picnic. After the divorce, Lana's life careened out of control. Or was it?
Look at Me Now, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 3. Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 28,830. Language: English. Published: April 27, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Marcella had not been satisfied with her life or her body. Extra pounds, a leg she felt should not be there, failed romances. Uncle Sidney took her aside not long after her twenty-fifth birthday and offered a startling revelation - his new wife was beautiful and missing a leg. Joanne returned that night and explained how easy Marcella's problem was to resolve.
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 26,210. Language: English. Published: March 2, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Carla ate another bite of sandwich. She looked up the term in the context of the story. 'Sandwich - when three people make love with one in the middle, usually of the opposite gender from the outside pair.' Fingers tightened. A dollop of mayonnaise oozed from the middle. "Oops, someone just came." She laughed, fingering a gingerbread cookie in the shape of a person. She bit one leg off. "Neat."
Pole Dancer
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 26,810. Language: English. Published: February 1, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Mark could not believe the doctor's letter. He had already agreed to help. It was not right for the doctor to back out, so he made the long trip to confront him. After the meeting, things had not changed. Mark walked the sidewalks depressed and dejected past hookers offering to make him happy. Impossible. He did not expect to meet Joan, nor she him. It changed their lives.
Battle of the Pool
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 15,350. Language: English. Published: January 1, 2012 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Jean's life with the motorcycle gang hardens her but does not prepare her for life to come. She hooks up with Bobby and robs banks but gets caught stealing from the loot. Punished the old mob way, she is on the run missing two fingers. It was better than the hand. Across the border near a stream, Kate befriends her. Together they meet the drug lord Carlos and his wife Rosita who is missing a leg.
Courtyard, Henry, June, A Small Blue Bottle
Series: A Small Blue Bottle, Book 2. Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 25,510. Language: English. Published: December 5, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
A new client provided reason for June to travel to New Orleans once a month. The atmosphere of the French Quarter was intoxicating in more ways than good drink and good food. The conversation with Henry in a bar turned to an erotic book with their names, scenes played out in his bedroom. A conversation about a woman missing a leg they spotted, led to her courtyard, unearthing shared desires.
The River
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 26,710. Language: English. Published: October 31, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(5.00 from 1 review)
Not since seeing the amputee woman in Dave's department had Bob been camping with him. Thoughts about such women were old but about this one were dashed when he learned that she lived with an amputee girlfriend. Dave mentioned his wife enjoyed often meeting with them for lunch, sparking new fantasies of having matching interests with Judy. He did not realize just how close they might be.
The Trader, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 2. Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 26,600. Language: English. Published: September 30, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Since buying the Mark II, Alex has been a beautiful woman often missing a leg or two. She loves the art of seduction and unknowingly trading bodies with strangers that profess to want a change. Most she never sees again. Curiosity grows until she follows a few to find how they have adjusted.
Lake Morgan, A Small Blue Bottle
Series: A Small Blue Bottle, Book 1. Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 25,200. Language: English. Published: August 31, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Some people know about Marie's potions. She makes them for all manner of needs. They also know the legend of the one in the blue bottle that transforms a limb into a stump. Old feelings stir for Jean when her daughter loses a leg the summer before college. Her husband cannot tolerate the loss any more than Sandy being a lesbian. A chance meeting at Lake Morgan changes Jean's life.
The Trial, Tales of the Device
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 24,330. Language: English. Published: July 28, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
(3.00 from 1 review)
Stan's travels to an exotic country to find loose, beautiful women seemed to be going as planed for the first week, until the big drunk man took offense he was talking to his wife and started a fight. Stan stood before the judge with three other people. His sentence: one month as a woman working as a hotel maid. At first, he thought it better than a person before: female sex slave with one leg.
Becoming Sara, Tales of the Device
Series: Tales of the Device, Book 1. Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 21,540. Language: English. Published: June 30, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Matt, like many transgendered people, was stuck in a body that is not his. For most of his life, he had been able to stuff the needs away from friends, family, and himself. Another need, just as strong, complicated his life. When a woman missing a leg moved next door, all repressed needs exploded for him. Her solution was deceptively simple and better than he could have imagined.
Escort To A New Life
Price: $1.49 USD. Words: 9,980. Language: English. Published: May 29, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Erotica » General
Aaron stands in line at the movies. As the wind blows his hat, he notices a woman in line missing a leg. He struggles with his feelings for days and work suffers. Mattie, his boss, has a discussion with him about what might be wrong. He insists it is too personal, but promises to focus again. A few days later, she introduces him to an old friend that needs an escort to a political fundraiser.
Missing Feelings, Volume 2
Series: Missing Feelings. Price: $4.49 USD. Words: 44,520. Language: English. Published: May 26, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Anthologies » Erotica Anthologies
It is not so strange to fall in love with an amputee. After all, amputees are like most everyone else. Some seek them out; others just happen to find them. It doesn't matter since the results can be the same.
Missing Feelings, Volume 1
Series: Missing Feelings. Price: $4.49 USD. Words: 49,450. Language: English. Published: May 23, 2011 . Categories: Fiction » Anthologies » Erotica Anthologies
It is not so strange to fall in love with an amputee. After all, amputees are like most everyone else. Some seek them out; others just happen to find them. It doesn’t matter since the results can be the same.

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adult romance    amputee    biid    blind    blindness    dentures    gay    lesbain    lesbian    lgbt    romance adult    transgender    transgender erotica    transgendered