Hi, I’m Xaeda O’Hare. I became a self-published author by turning my private journals into a short story erotica series of e-books called The Private Journals of XO. Currently, volume 1, Part One – Faith and Desire is available.
My reason for making my experiences available in ebook form is that I was repeatedly left with a feeling of dissatisfaction after reading what was considered to be some of the best erotica available. While some of what I read was interesting, steamy, sexy and entertaining, much more of it bored me. It made me wonder if I had been so lucky to have personally experienced so much sexually in my life, that I was immune to the fabrications and fantasies of people writing fiction erotica. I joked one day with my husband saying “I should go back to my journals and take my real experiences and put them in a story for people who want the real thing.” That idea stuck with me, and several months later, I had compiled my first volume, straight from the entries in my personal journal.
On a quest to expand her education in matters of providing her husband with complete satisfaction in their bedroom, XO contacts a professional sex provider who Graham hired before their marriage. XO’s entries in her private journal tell the story of a fascination with voyeurism, forbidden sexual desires, jealousy, and how she and her husband have redefined faithfulness in their marriage.