by Christa Cervone
I took everything that we had, and crushed it all,
Destroying Garrett in the process.
I try to drown out the pain with alcohol,
Numb the agony with mindless, loveless sex.
Nothing works, I ruined us, but I'm the one who's shattered.
Garrett walked back into my life.
And now, I'm torn,
Torn between what I want,
The man I've always loved,
And what I think I deserve.