Being trapped on this planet has it's upsides and it's downsides as I've spent thirty eight earth years on this planet, sending transmissions back to my home planet now I want to go home things are certainly getting out of control.
RAP - Rhyme And Poetry: As my poetry has progressively increased over time in various ways not just the ability to tell a story or let out emotion. But also the rhyme portion of it, it seems that what I write has even turned rather lyrical. The subjects I approach in this latest ebook vary from love to wanting to better ones self so I can be the best me I can be and everything in between.
As many of us poets have the habit of doing, at times we write when we're not near a computer so things go into books. The books get put aside and often forgotten about. Recently I've been going through many things and I came across a small amount of poems that have not been released so I decided to do so in this ebook, so you can read some unreleased work of mine.
Changing up his own style of poetry from just free verse to rhyming free verse in this release Ken tackles many subjects from:
Trouble With Women
Feelings For Women who don't have the same feelings in return
In this book of poetry, you can read a first hand look how even though it's a new year, things aren't looking much different in Ken's life. He continues to document various things through his life and finishes the book with a powerful valentine's day poem "just another day when nobody wants me" showcasing the way that women have always looked at him all his life.
Started a new job in October, first few days seemed fine but the stress quickly got to Ken. His happiness quickly turned to anger, tears and hate. He decided to write / document everything that he went through during his struggles up until early December. These are his stories.
Life has a way of not always being straight forward, somethings that happen are good and along with the good somethings are bad.
In mid October after a very long job search and many interviews, Ken finally landed himself a job. These are the behind the scenes tales that took place, an intimate look into Ken's life and how the job and his life affected him from day to day.
The fifth and final chapter of the neighbourhood stalker series, reality sets in and he learns what the girl he was trying to protect from all the evil in this world what she was really like and what she was hiding.
Birthdays are suppose to be a day filled of joy and happiness, but on this birthday things took a turn for the worse. Trying to enjoy a quiet birthday with people close to him. Others tried to give him a hard time about it, until they pushed him over the edge.
In this book of poems you can explore the inner most private thoughts of Ken which include subjects like:
- complaints towards his life
- fake friends / actresses
- trying to fix himself
- losing friends
Many people at some point question there mental thoughts, as it seems to be a hot topic whenever something bad happens. Recently I have gone through some rather dark times in my life and some rather depressive times as well. I was borderline going to see a psychiatrist at this time in my life I chose to write about them for everyone to read.
Friendship always has various levels in it and when I start letting you more into my head and telling you when I feel down and other personal things that's when I trust you more than anything else. However some people can't seem to handle it and turn into school children and reporting my sadness to other people. That is how you lose my trust and will never be looked at as the same again.
Feeling at an all time low, being forced into a position that Ken doesn't want. Feeling abandoned by his friends he turns to the only thing that seems to give him comfort in life and that's his writing, Read his journey.
The final chapter in the Moist Series brings us to, the cottage. Planning a getaway from his life our character takes off to a rented cottage as things start out the way they seem with some much steamy interactions things take a unexpected turn, would you stick with him ? Or would you let things go the way they do ?
The Way I Feel, is a collection of poetry by Ken Squires in which he poetically documents what he's going through in life. He bleeds from his heart through the pen to the page that allow you to read many emotions including him losing friends over his writing in this release.
The emotion is raw and uncensored as he lets it all out.
It's been a little while since we have last seen or heard from neighbourhood stalker, he was last seen around the Christmas holidays when he showed up in "Naughty or Knife'd" ... But he's now back striking fear into minds.
Just like every peice of poetry that Ken writes these are definately no exception as they are balanced mix of inspired by hip hop as well as things going on in the world or his every day life.
He also touches on the double standard of women having the ability to talk about body parts on men, but if a man does it it's wrong
He also touches upon the fires in Notre Dame in "Fires Of Hell"
When poet Ken Squires goes to express himself in with anything that comes to mind you will encounter a man who is brilliant, intimidating as well as a man who knows what he likes, dislikes and what he wants. You may stand on the same side as Ken when it comes to certain subjects or you may push back against him during others. It will only take a bit before he plunges in deep and fill your mind wit
Originally started to write to release anger and frustration his first piece of poetry was released while he was still in high school which actually got him sent to the school's psychiatrist. Clearly that didn't stop him as he later dropped out of high school in 1999 and has been writing and posting on various sites ever since. In this release you get to see the continued evolution.
Spending more time on this planet called Earth, I felt like more things had to be probed. So just like the anus' that your sitting on that for some reason someone named a planet after.. Prepare to get probed
I went to visit my Aunt's in Cambridge for five days, I decided each night I would document the day that just passed. Here are my short stories that revolve around that visit as well as some back stories into certain other subjects which may help explain why I react the way I did in certain situations
Everyone has thoughts, at times we all have thoughts that replicate a busy highway.. Thoughts coming from all directions and going all directions about everything not just one track.. This is me documenting some of those thoughts
Love makes people do at times crazy and stupid things, at times you put yourself 110% into a relationship and you don't always get 100% back. You feel like the other person doesn't seem to be into it and just don't care about you the way you care about them. These are my poetic stories about the same situation
Some people find it easy making friends, other people like myself have a difficult time talking to people as well as developing new friendships as well as maintaining old friendships. These are two short stories coming directly from me about my troubles in that area.
Many things that go on in life make us scream, then there are just as many things if not more that make us scream internally as we hold it in because we don't want others to hear those screams. This poetry are the results of internal screams
Going through life's troubles Ken gives a glimpse into the darker side of his brain. Staying true to Canadian Poetry as well as touching on various darker subjects including the final piece which is rather lyrical called "Story Of A Bitch"
Tired of putting people ahead of himself it's time for a change in his life and this change shows that Ken Over Everybody where he begins to put himself first and ignores others who have ignored himself.
Smeared Thoughts brings you thoughts from Ken just like any other release. But knowing that a day to day life (or a non existent life like his) can cause foggy thoughts and can easily smear your thoughts in all different ways and shows how normal it is for one to go through a wide range of thoughts and emotions while navigating the trials and tribulations of this thing we call life.
The theater inside my mind changes up everyday, one just doesn't know what exactly is playing inside my mind, is it going to be an all day show it will it change up through the day.
Touching on emotions such as Fear and Disgust
Speaking about his addiction to writing in: My Drug
It also includes the hit "Why ?" where he starts questioning many things.
The third book in the UnAnswered Prayers saga has came to light, since writing them I've gone through many ups and downs in my life. Learning many things over the recent years. However as much as I tried to stay away from the darker writing it's sucked me in once again.
After the release of Dare 2, it drained me mentally and made me feel depressed in the process.
When everyone was a child they always felt that there toys were alive when they were in the room and weren't. Some what similar to the movie Toy Story. Well Kennie is a big kid so take that same concept. This set of short stories is based around a plush pig, named Oinkie
Published: July 13, 2015.
Poetry » Canadian Poetry
Welcome to the writing styles of Blood Lotuz aka Trillium Trio who was written by one man, that being myself Ken Squires ... As you may have noticed in the last little while I've been combining all the past releases of my other pen names into big releases and posting it for all who have never seen them before. Doing a big release like this generally means that the person (or group) is no longer.
Published: July 4, 2015.
Poetry » Canadian Poetry
What many people don't know is that Mr. Love Zone was a past name of Ken he chose to separate his writing so that if someone liked a certain style they could follow that writer rather than wonder when I was going to write a certain style again, well MLZ hasn't wrote in quite sometime because I retired him... So I decided to release one big release for him so you can read everything in one spot.
Published: June 30, 2015.
Poetry » Canadian Poetry
Slaying The Silver Dragon is a collection of poems/prose that are dark, twisted and morbid. They were written while I was going through a very dark time in my life and I wanted to share them with anyone who cares to read these to show that everyone goes through dark times.