Journeys Through Darkness: A Biography
Journeys Through Darkness is a biography that tells the story of AIDS through the story of a long term AIDS survivor--award winning, legally blind photographer, Kurt Weston. Weston’s story is one about the power of reinvention, a personal memory that helps bring new life or possibly forgotten memories to the more public face of the AIDS pandemic. More
Photographer Kurt Weston sees his AIDS as a battle, in which he needs to be a warrior willing to fight the virus that is destroying him. Diagnosed in 1991, the award-winning visual artist considers protease inhibitors a life-saving miracle.
But, while restoring his health, he also loses most of his eye-sight--diagnosed with CMV retinitis in 1994, he becomes legally blind. The diagnosis devastates him because it takes away his passion and livelihood--photography.
Fortunately, he is able to prove that he can photograph again. First challenge is to finish the 1999 calendar for the Asian/Pacific Crossroads. Many challenges later, after attending low vision technology studies at the California Braille Institute and experimenting with his new special equipment, Weston realizes that he can, indeed, photograph. With the help of organizations like the Foundation for Junior Blinds (now known as Junior Blind of America) and California Department of Rehabilitation, he purchases special equipment—handheld telescope, special magnification glasses, and magnification and reading software programs—necessary for him to continue his work.
While it is a scary learning process, Weston is not afraid to take a leap of faith and do a lot of experimentation. He is a firm believer that a person can work through a situation, no matter how extremely challenging and helpless it may seem, and use the experience to help others who find themselves in similar circumstances. This philosophy helps him work off the dilemmas in his own life, while giving his life a deeper sense of meaning.
From his perspective, Weston considers art a vehicle through which we can experience the nature of humanity. In today’s society consumed by superficial realities, his art goes beyond the body and into a metaphysical dimension, connecting with the viewer on a more profound, spiritual level.
Kurt Weston’s Blind Vision black-and-white series of self-portraits shows people the physical and emotional impact that visual loss can have on an individual. He prints his images on silver gelatin paper so that they can last forever. He wants future generations to be able to look at this work and say, “This was happening at this time in history and this is the impact it left on people who’s lives it touched, this pandemic.”