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I began to write erotica in 2002, mostly for my own amusement. I submitted my stories to BDSM websites and made a discovery. My writing struck a nerve and I began to receive emails. The anonymity of the Web encouraged fans to reveal their deepest, darkest sexual ideas to me. Many wanted me to put their fantasies on paper.
My stories attracted men and women who found non-consensual sex, humiliation, incest, cuckolding, punishment scenarios and even bestiality appealing. The tales they shared often involved characters, (with them as the “star”) adversaries, a theme and a story arc.
My correspondents were from all walks of life. In some cases, they had never shared their fantasies with another living soul. It revealed a depth of sexuality that is unknown to the general public and only studied and understood by a small cadre of sex researchers.
Each correspondent provided a different basis for our “collaboration.” Some wrote down bullet point scenarios and scenes that excited them. Others sketched out adversaries and locales; and most had very specific sex acts in mind. One day, I decided to publish these fantasies in eBook form. This is how Private BDSM Fantasies was born.
The real value of such fantasies may be as a release mechanism similar to dreams and sleep in maintaining mental health. But, these are not clinical studies. I have no credentials, nor intent, to present a scientific study of this aspect of human sexuality. I’m just a scribbler and know a good tale when I hear it. I believe there is value in being able to see how others deal with their sexual feelings.
You may learn something by reading them; and you may be shocked, but most likely you will be fascinated and aroused. So, relax and enjoy.
All of my books in the PRIVATE BDSM FANTASY series, EROTIC NOVELETTE series and HARDCORE NOVELLAS are published by TALBOT PRESS, an alternative publisher founded in 2012.
P.S. Please email me at firstname.lastname@example.org and tell me your fantasies. And you may see your sex dream in eBook form.
on Aug. 17, 2014 :
This is the first book I read by the author, and it was, literally, a life-changing experience for me. As an African American woman, I started reading it in righteous rage, intending to vent my angry indignation about it. I was surprised by how well written it was, and was as shocked by its cultural and emotional depth as I was by its cruel, sick content. There is hardcore truth here in this fiction, as well as really, really hardcore sadomasochism. I know. I am trying to live with it, discovering things about myself and what arouses me, which have shocked and shamed me to my core. I would warn readers about this, but not warn them away from reading it. It began a journey of self-discovery for me that I have continued with Angela's Shame, and other stories by this author. Yes, it's that deep.
(reviewed the day of purchase)
on Aug. 05, 2014 :
Few authors, if any, exhibit more panache when it comes to slashing and burning through the forrest of sexual and societal taboos than does Parma. A bit squeamish are we, Pilgrim? Then don't travel this road. You've been warned. Seriously.
(reviewed within a week of purchase)
on April 14, 2013 :
I hope this and other authors are inspired by this story and the painful, truthful authenticity of my response to further explore and write more about the humiliation and degradation of black women and girls by white men, boys, women and girls in ways that let us see into the deepest, darkest passages of the savages we still are, whatever fragile vestiges and flimsy veils of delusion and denial we dredge up to trudge our way through the day.
(reviewed long after purchase)
on April 14, 2013 :
As an African American professor of race and gender studies and mother of daughter just out of law school, I found this story deeply disturbing on several levels... because of its degrading and disgusting racial and sexual stereotypes conveyed in the black mother and daughter in the story... because of the compulsive, submissive masochistic arousal the mother and daughter are perversely conveyed to experience at the repulsive, sadistic cruelty of their treatment by white men and women and even boys and girls... and because, most shameful and humiliating of all, I asked, even begged, Leslie to write it based on my fantasies and experiences. As with his other stories, Leslie wrote it well, pacing the plot and briefly, deftly tracing the characters with an empathetic sensitivity and acuity all the more astonishing--and all the more disturbingly anguishing--in the midst of the brutality and cruelty of the racist, misogynist sadism to which mother and daughter are subjected. It sears my soul to analyze,recognize and agonize over how historically, culturally and personally resonant this story truly is. I shudder with mortifying, horrifying fear and (self-) loathing over the prospect of my daughter reading this story and this review, uncovering and discovering her mother (and herself?) wrenched from years of delusion and denial, awash in excruciating shame drenched in gushing nigger goo.
(reviewed long after purchase)