Calling me a cad isn’t exactly accurate. I wasn’t seducing women, I was just sleeping around. But I wanted more. I wanted that older, sophisticated woman who knew everything there was to know about life and the bedroom.
I wasn’t able to get her. I was able to get women my age and unsophisticated, at best. Jobeth was a lovely woman and we had a good thing going. Did I cheat on Jobeth? Yes, yes I did. Did I regret it?
…sort of?
There were always more women in the world and I wanted to be taken in hand by one. My relationship ending with Jobeth was just the start of a journey I should never have started.